02-01-2013, 07:20 AM
(This post was last modified: 02-01-2013, 07:36 AM by LionMonkey.)
Stage 2 - Day 34,
Had a long day yesterday. Had a look at an apartment with a buddy. Going to move out tomorrow with him into central city for february month!
Went to crossfit later and felt over-tired in a good way when I went into the city.
I was euphoric in the beginning of the night and it was like everything and everyone I put my attention on I gave "love" to but as the night went on I lost it by getting into my head. It is inevitable unless I keep meeting new people all the time until I am in the "zone" and I am able to do unbelievable things...
Met up with two friends in a bar later. Not many people there. Around 1AM the bar got filled up with girls and some guys.
There were 4 girls that took seats at a table beside us. 30 Minutes in I go over and talk to two of them. The two others were in the bathroom. They were very open, norwegian girls, just staying for the weekend in a hotel.
They acted like little girls who were almost into everything if you led the them. They asked me where were the good places and where we were going etc.
Suddenly they said, where are our friends? and they went somewhere else, found them and moved to sit in another place of the bar. I thought I said something totally stupid or something.
Anyways me and my buddies were sitting in a spot where you have to go past to get to the toilet. I noticed that the norwegian girls went on the toilet one by one now, instead of two and two.
Then one of the girls, who I could sense wanted to hook up, touched me on the overarm as she walked past. They were two though and 3 minutes after they had pasted me I walked over to let them know that we were going soon and they should come.
I see them surrounded by a CROWD of guys and I was able to tell the two girls I hadn't really talked with.
So I went back to my friends. My state was not great at all. I was over-tired and I didn't feel the feeling but I have promised myself to meet women I found attractive. Spotted a cute girl who locked eyes and walked over to her.
It goes something along like this:
Put my hand forward, "Hi, my name is xyz"
her: "I'm abc"
me: "I saw you and I thought you were really cute. I want to get to know you"
her: "Ohh that's so sweet of you. How old are you?"
me: "why? does that matter?"
her: "yes"
me: "take a guess"
her: "I don't know"
me: "just guess"
her: "I don't know. How old are you?"
me: "Too old. Are you always asking guys you meet how old they are?"
her: "yes"
me: "I'm 22"
her: "ok I'm 21"
me: "how has your day been?"
her: "it has been good.. actually I'm just here with my friends (4 female friends) and I'm not looking for a guy tonight"
me: *cant remember* thought okay I'm going now, but then she began
her: *asking me questions* then said at a point, you are really not my type anyway.
I don't know what went on with that interaction. Either she was being polite or she was just testing me.
Her friend came, who I tried to meet before but didn't happen and they whispered to each other and I stood there in limbo for 10 seconds and walked away, back to my friends.
Later the girl who touched me on the arm came past again with her friend to the toilet and this time she touched me again.
I caught her when she were walking back but she got involved with my buddies as I wasn't directly focused on her as she asked me once again where we were going.
I was very passive as she talked with my two friends because I really just wanted to take her and make out with her and I almost did but didn't. My friends bored her and I was unable to lead her :S
Later I see her being taken by a guy and the 4 girls left with the guy and his friends.
I was SO disappointed in myself and I couldn't stop laughing how ridicules I was. I lost the girls because I didn't have bigger balls and my friends became also extremely bored afterwards.
Big balls wins. Shit! The lesson of life man...
Beginning stage 3 today
Had a long day yesterday. Had a look at an apartment with a buddy. Going to move out tomorrow with him into central city for february month!
Went to crossfit later and felt over-tired in a good way when I went into the city.
I was euphoric in the beginning of the night and it was like everything and everyone I put my attention on I gave "love" to but as the night went on I lost it by getting into my head. It is inevitable unless I keep meeting new people all the time until I am in the "zone" and I am able to do unbelievable things...
Met up with two friends in a bar later. Not many people there. Around 1AM the bar got filled up with girls and some guys.
There were 4 girls that took seats at a table beside us. 30 Minutes in I go over and talk to two of them. The two others were in the bathroom. They were very open, norwegian girls, just staying for the weekend in a hotel.
They acted like little girls who were almost into everything if you led the them. They asked me where were the good places and where we were going etc.
Suddenly they said, where are our friends? and they went somewhere else, found them and moved to sit in another place of the bar. I thought I said something totally stupid or something.
Anyways me and my buddies were sitting in a spot where you have to go past to get to the toilet. I noticed that the norwegian girls went on the toilet one by one now, instead of two and two.
Then one of the girls, who I could sense wanted to hook up, touched me on the overarm as she walked past. They were two though and 3 minutes after they had pasted me I walked over to let them know that we were going soon and they should come.
I see them surrounded by a CROWD of guys and I was able to tell the two girls I hadn't really talked with.
So I went back to my friends. My state was not great at all. I was over-tired and I didn't feel the feeling but I have promised myself to meet women I found attractive. Spotted a cute girl who locked eyes and walked over to her.
It goes something along like this:
Put my hand forward, "Hi, my name is xyz"
her: "I'm abc"
me: "I saw you and I thought you were really cute. I want to get to know you"
her: "Ohh that's so sweet of you. How old are you?"
me: "why? does that matter?"
her: "yes"
me: "take a guess"
her: "I don't know"
me: "just guess"
her: "I don't know. How old are you?"
me: "Too old. Are you always asking guys you meet how old they are?"
her: "yes"
me: "I'm 22"
her: "ok I'm 21"
me: "how has your day been?"
her: "it has been good.. actually I'm just here with my friends (4 female friends) and I'm not looking for a guy tonight"
me: *cant remember* thought okay I'm going now, but then she began
her: *asking me questions* then said at a point, you are really not my type anyway.
I don't know what went on with that interaction. Either she was being polite or she was just testing me.
Her friend came, who I tried to meet before but didn't happen and they whispered to each other and I stood there in limbo for 10 seconds and walked away, back to my friends.
Later the girl who touched me on the arm came past again with her friend to the toilet and this time she touched me again.
I caught her when she were walking back but she got involved with my buddies as I wasn't directly focused on her as she asked me once again where we were going.
I was very passive as she talked with my two friends because I really just wanted to take her and make out with her and I almost did but didn't. My friends bored her and I was unable to lead her :S
Later I see her being taken by a guy and the 4 girls left with the guy and his friends.
I was SO disappointed in myself and I couldn't stop laughing how ridicules I was. I lost the girls because I didn't have bigger balls and my friends became also extremely bored afterwards.
Big balls wins. Shit! The lesson of life man...
Beginning stage 3 today
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
