Hi Geo :) Got laid multiple times during SM3, easiest sex I've ever had from dates.
I think I do well on dates (especially on SM3), but I feel quite negative about my ability to get a date nowadays. Some of its just from overthinking, I'm sure. Feels like there's no venue to meet girls, and like I have no drive for it.
I guess I'm just tired, I'm experimenting with cutting my listening hours down to 12 (from about 14-22). Was sick just now too, work stress, etc.
But that "expecting bitchiness", or expecting it to go bad or like a struggle has been a problem lately. Can't quite shake it. I don't know if its fear or not. Could be. Confidence-related too.
Fear of failure has always been with me, along with perfectionism and worry + stress over decisions. ASC could be a good option for getting stuff done too. But I do like the OF script more. I had more ASC-effect from SM than from AM, I think.
I think I do well on dates (especially on SM3), but I feel quite negative about my ability to get a date nowadays. Some of its just from overthinking, I'm sure. Feels like there's no venue to meet girls, and like I have no drive for it.
I guess I'm just tired, I'm experimenting with cutting my listening hours down to 12 (from about 14-22). Was sick just now too, work stress, etc.
But that "expecting bitchiness", or expecting it to go bad or like a struggle has been a problem lately. Can't quite shake it. I don't know if its fear or not. Could be. Confidence-related too.
Fear of failure has always been with me, along with perfectionism and worry + stress over decisions. ASC could be a good option for getting stuff done too. But I do like the OF script more. I had more ASC-effect from SM than from AM, I think.
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