04-05-2014, 07:20 PM
KSMO? I don't have to touch my penis to ejaculate that's how severe mine is. I could be making out with the chick and dry hump and ill ejaculate. With my condition, I'll have to attack the mental and physical side to it.
day 37: I noticed I have broke down some walls that my ego created. It was opening up to people saying harsh things to me, I opened that wall with the power to change it to my advantage. Here's what I mean. My ego put me in the safe zone of social interactions. It allowed me to not be responsive or smile when people made fun of me and then people would feel uncomfortable around me and never say it again. Yet I'd feel soulless, not expressing myself. Now I let them make fun of me or say harsh things but I'm able to convert it to positive energy by either making a joke out of it or saying something smart ass like back. I feel the shift but it's still minimal I'm going to keep using the subs till I reach the point where the whole wall is broken down.
day 37: I noticed I have broke down some walls that my ego created. It was opening up to people saying harsh things to me, I opened that wall with the power to change it to my advantage. Here's what I mean. My ego put me in the safe zone of social interactions. It allowed me to not be responsive or smile when people made fun of me and then people would feel uncomfortable around me and never say it again. Yet I'd feel soulless, not expressing myself. Now I let them make fun of me or say harsh things but I'm able to convert it to positive energy by either making a joke out of it or saying something smart ass like back. I feel the shift but it's still minimal I'm going to keep using the subs till I reach the point where the whole wall is broken down.
