02-02-2021, 06:30 PM
Stage 6, Day 25
Since around week 2, Stage 6 has been touching a nerve. I've had an anger sitting just below the surface that has been waiting to erupt. It seems to be fear based, but it has skipped over the anxiety stage and it's manifesting as aggression. Others have noticed as well. Several of the other stages felt nourishing to me. Stage 6 doesn't. It irritates me. I ended up lowering the volume which made it more comfortable while listening, but I'm still pretty temperamental.
I've also had a hard time thinking clearly and I find myself becoming easily overwhelmed at work. Combined with the underlying anger, I'm struggling, I'm ready for Stage 6 to be finished. Hopefully Stage 7 goes more smoothly.
I can't stop thinking about OFv2. I'm really looking forward to seeing what it can do.
Since around week 2, Stage 6 has been touching a nerve. I've had an anger sitting just below the surface that has been waiting to erupt. It seems to be fear based, but it has skipped over the anxiety stage and it's manifesting as aggression. Others have noticed as well. Several of the other stages felt nourishing to me. Stage 6 doesn't. It irritates me. I ended up lowering the volume which made it more comfortable while listening, but I'm still pretty temperamental.
I've also had a hard time thinking clearly and I find myself becoming easily overwhelmed at work. Combined with the underlying anger, I'm struggling, I'm ready for Stage 6 to be finished. Hopefully Stage 7 goes more smoothly.
I can't stop thinking about OFv2. I'm really looking forward to seeing what it can do.
