09-12-2020, 08:19 AM
Stage 2, Day 2
Last night, I slept better but I can't go so far as to say I slept well. In spite of that, I'm feeling pretty good today. I'm about to go tackle some home maintenance issues.
One dream I remember from last night is that someone was controlling motorized equipment that was destroying the driveway of the home I grew up in. When I got closer to the action, I realized that nobody was in any of the equipment. Something told me that there was one driver, but he was invisible. With that in mind, I charged the vehicle causing the damage, submitted the invisible man (teenage kid, probably 18-19), and questioned his motives. He said that he liked to anonymously cause damage so he could be the hero that came in and fixed it. This is the second time I've dreamed about the house I grew up in since I've been using LTU6. It's also the second time I've dreamed of having a physical altercation to seize control of a situation regarding a vehicle/motorized equipment. I interpret this to mean that I've managed to thwart some means of self-sabotage. Maybe I've been self-sabotaging myself in some manner that has gone undetected for years. I've already noted in this journal that my teenage years were the period of time that I really went off the rails...it's possible that this is what the age of the saboteur represents. Maybe this represents and attack on my childhood by my teenage self...a punk trying to destroy innocence. Maybe I've done it so that some part of me can gloat at providing a solution to that self-sabotage as a means to prop up some the teenager in me that lacks self-esteem. Hopefully, this dream indicates that the issue is beaten.
Last night, I slept better but I can't go so far as to say I slept well. In spite of that, I'm feeling pretty good today. I'm about to go tackle some home maintenance issues.
One dream I remember from last night is that someone was controlling motorized equipment that was destroying the driveway of the home I grew up in. When I got closer to the action, I realized that nobody was in any of the equipment. Something told me that there was one driver, but he was invisible. With that in mind, I charged the vehicle causing the damage, submitted the invisible man (teenage kid, probably 18-19), and questioned his motives. He said that he liked to anonymously cause damage so he could be the hero that came in and fixed it. This is the second time I've dreamed about the house I grew up in since I've been using LTU6. It's also the second time I've dreamed of having a physical altercation to seize control of a situation regarding a vehicle/motorized equipment. I interpret this to mean that I've managed to thwart some means of self-sabotage. Maybe I've been self-sabotaging myself in some manner that has gone undetected for years. I've already noted in this journal that my teenage years were the period of time that I really went off the rails...it's possible that this is what the age of the saboteur represents. Maybe this represents and attack on my childhood by my teenage self...a punk trying to destroy innocence. Maybe I've done it so that some part of me can gloat at providing a solution to that self-sabotage as a means to prop up some the teenager in me that lacks self-esteem. Hopefully, this dream indicates that the issue is beaten.
