09-06-2020, 09:33 AM
Day 28 (cont'd)
Last night, I dreamed that I set fire to the roof of the house I grew up in. My intent was to set fire to one shingle to prove that it was in good shape, then put it out. Instead, it spread and destroyed significant portions of the roof and would require major repair work. This dream seems to be in line with dreams of purification that I've had recently...burning out the weak materials so they can be replaced with something more robust. It seems to be indicative of the initial steps of change, which is what Stage 1 had been working on.
Speaking of change, I've become more accepting of it lately. I won't go so far as to say I'm welcoming it with open arms, but I'm not as resistant to it. Throughout my adult life, I've had a horrible tendency to glamorize the past, while neglecting the present. There's no fulfillment in living life that way.
Last night, I dreamed that I set fire to the roof of the house I grew up in. My intent was to set fire to one shingle to prove that it was in good shape, then put it out. Instead, it spread and destroyed significant portions of the roof and would require major repair work. This dream seems to be in line with dreams of purification that I've had recently...burning out the weak materials so they can be replaced with something more robust. It seems to be indicative of the initial steps of change, which is what Stage 1 had been working on.
Speaking of change, I've become more accepting of it lately. I won't go so far as to say I'm welcoming it with open arms, but I'm not as resistant to it. Throughout my adult life, I've had a horrible tendency to glamorize the past, while neglecting the present. There's no fulfillment in living life that way.
