Journal

[massagemaggie]

Hot damn. I'm going to join the bamm challenge or race.

[massagemaggie]

I have an almost constant pretty extreme pain in my low back on the right side, it's not the back, it's more the hip and while it's a muscle causing it, the pain is in the SI joint.

The other night I had a reiki session (energy work) as I agreed to an exchange from one of my clients who is a reiki master. I didn't get it for the pain, just as an emotional/energetic cleanse kind of thing, and curious as to what he'd tell me, but the pain disappeared afterward. Not to return until certain stressful situations arose with a certain man in my life. Fun stuff! But very very interesting to me because while I knew emotions helped it to act up, it is a muscular imbalance issue and I had never experienced complete relief of it since it began to bother me.

[Shannon]

Why didn't you try the pain relief sub you have been recommending to others??

[massagemaggie]

I have. It works on other things for me but not this

[Shannon]

That would suggest that your subconscious defines this pain as outside the realm of "chronic useless" pain, which suggests you should get it checked out.

[massagemaggie]

I haven't been here in ages but I discovered that the pain was emotionally related.
It flares up any time I have an issue with a man in my life, specifically when I feel he's interfering with my career or something I'm trying to do. It's very specific and consistent.

[massagemaggie]

I'm doing my third run through orgasm enhancer for women.
I've done it twice, for about 4 weeks each time.
Similar results each time, but they seem to be more intense

This thing is ridiculous. And Shannon I know you're holding out I am looking forward to when this one is upgraded.

Yes, the intensity and duration is increased but more than that it's like my body is on fire. My desire is out of this world. It sounds like I'm exaggerating but I'm not. I want to be touched so badly it's nymphotic. I like this feeling, it makes me feel alive and more me.