11-24-2012, 07:25 PM
Thanks Dot. I'm doing Alpha Male before Sex Magnet because I want to "do it right" part of what I imagine (hallucinate) being a Man is about is taking your lumps, and doing what has to be done. I wasn't particularly stoked to do Alpha Male, but if that's what you gotta do to get the full benefit out of Sex Magnet than I'm doin' it. (This time with 50% less whining and complaining... maybe.) (I ain't that "alpha" yet.) (It's not "complaining" I'm being "direct" about my perceived criticisms... heh.)
But hey, go for it Dot. Let us know how Woman Magnet works for you if you decided to do it with out AM first.
Aaaaaanyway....
...day 34 of Stage 3. I'm gonna give it 35 just for good measure and then move on to Stage 4.
Observations/Reflections and so on?
I dunno. I can't tell if the subs are affecting my behavior or not. I pretty much seem to be behaving in about the same manner as before. Actually I seem to be regressing a bit. Taking less care of my health, socializing less (I am naturally aloof. It took me a long time to even bother to try to talk to folks. I spent years with virtually no physical human contact beyond weekly martial arts classes/beat downs. I can disinterested in a woman with the best of them.) None of this seems particularly useful to our purposes here.
It's not that I view myself as "already alpha", if there were no room for improvement I wouldn't even be interested in this site or the programs at all. I'm just not noticing radical changes in my behavior from before. Except for the part where I've stopped the behaviors that were actually getting me laid.
Of course I've already mentioned that I've also stopped using the hypnotic products that I was using the improve my study skills and learning rate, so this has been a challenge for me. Not sure what to do about it either, I've been massively lacking in the motivation department lately. Even the motivation to create motivation...
...which I kind of need because I've got to drop this excess weight I'm carrying aside from all of the social benefits to being thin I'm starting to wear out my joints and organs at this size so it's got to go. I have ZERO motivation to do what needs to be done though. (Diet/exercise/weight lifting...effing weight lifting, one of the most effective tools, and I effing hate it. HATE IT.... but part of being a MAN is doing what has to be done with out b!tching about it like a little girl.) (so monotonous...must be done...)(I am quite clear on what needs doing as well, since I've been down this road before. Changing diet/way of eating not "dieting", blah blah blah blah...)
Besides I'm such a handsome silver tongued devil, if I were RIPPED it would just make everything else I do so much more effective... people mistake the wry false humility for self-deprecation when you're a fat ass.
...it's not all turds in my protein shake though.
I ran into "Ling" the other day on the subway platform under Times Square, if you're familiar with it you understand how improbable it is to be standing right in front of the subway car door as someone you know steps out. We were surprised and pleased to see each other and she did something she hasn't done before, she went for the hug and then the cheek kiss. "Ling" has initiated physical contact out of nowhere with me before, but this was the first hug/kiss I've gotten from her. "Cindy" also still banters up a storm with me, although she's never reached for me... yet.
Anyway, I've got this "blue print" of things to do, the minimum really, for becoming the person that I want to be. RIPPED ABZ and all.
...Shannon has me intrigued about the next version of Ultra Success (was that the title) with 5G and the Optimus Engine and all. Will keep an eye peeled for that.
But hey, go for it Dot. Let us know how Woman Magnet works for you if you decided to do it with out AM first.
Aaaaaanyway....
...day 34 of Stage 3. I'm gonna give it 35 just for good measure and then move on to Stage 4.
Observations/Reflections and so on?
I dunno. I can't tell if the subs are affecting my behavior or not. I pretty much seem to be behaving in about the same manner as before. Actually I seem to be regressing a bit. Taking less care of my health, socializing less (I am naturally aloof. It took me a long time to even bother to try to talk to folks. I spent years with virtually no physical human contact beyond weekly martial arts classes/beat downs. I can disinterested in a woman with the best of them.) None of this seems particularly useful to our purposes here.
It's not that I view myself as "already alpha", if there were no room for improvement I wouldn't even be interested in this site or the programs at all. I'm just not noticing radical changes in my behavior from before. Except for the part where I've stopped the behaviors that were actually getting me laid.
Of course I've already mentioned that I've also stopped using the hypnotic products that I was using the improve my study skills and learning rate, so this has been a challenge for me. Not sure what to do about it either, I've been massively lacking in the motivation department lately. Even the motivation to create motivation...
...which I kind of need because I've got to drop this excess weight I'm carrying aside from all of the social benefits to being thin I'm starting to wear out my joints and organs at this size so it's got to go. I have ZERO motivation to do what needs to be done though. (Diet/exercise/weight lifting...effing weight lifting, one of the most effective tools, and I effing hate it. HATE IT.... but part of being a MAN is doing what has to be done with out b!tching about it like a little girl.) (so monotonous...must be done...)(I am quite clear on what needs doing as well, since I've been down this road before. Changing diet/way of eating not "dieting", blah blah blah blah...)
Besides I'm such a handsome silver tongued devil, if I were RIPPED it would just make everything else I do so much more effective... people mistake the wry false humility for self-deprecation when you're a fat ass.
...it's not all turds in my protein shake though.
I ran into "Ling" the other day on the subway platform under Times Square, if you're familiar with it you understand how improbable it is to be standing right in front of the subway car door as someone you know steps out. We were surprised and pleased to see each other and she did something she hasn't done before, she went for the hug and then the cheek kiss. "Ling" has initiated physical contact out of nowhere with me before, but this was the first hug/kiss I've gotten from her. "Cindy" also still banters up a storm with me, although she's never reached for me... yet.
Anyway, I've got this "blue print" of things to do, the minimum really, for becoming the person that I want to be. RIPPED ABZ and all.
...Shannon has me intrigued about the next version of Ultra Success (was that the title) with 5G and the Optimus Engine and all. Will keep an eye peeled for that.
