10-04-2012, 04:18 PM
(10-04-2012, 03:48 PM)Shannon Wrote: Generally, when you start cleaning house, you kick up a lot of dust. Likewise, when you start shining light in the corners, you find things that don't want to be disturbed. It's a sort of resistance.
I figured that's what my dream with the professors, and car full of garbage was pointing towards.
I realize that my life, and personality are a house of cards any one of a thousand factors could upset them and I'd be SOL. But since I began over 10 years ago I keep making progress. "I just need to get this house of cards a little bit higher to make it to that next ledge." My progress has been real, I am way outside of my comfort zone these last 3 years.
There's a whole bunch of stuff I am not sure I want to examine closely right now, however it's time to get that extra evening study session in so it will have to wait.
