Journal | Laser Focus & Concentration (5.75g - Type A/B/C/D Hybrid)

[Reznik]

Day 1 Cycle 2

This might sound weird but as soon as I listened to the masked stream in for one loop in headphones, the interest in my plans and my motivation came back to me. I just kind of picked up where I left off back at my coursework and felt like yes my ideas are possible again. They're interesting again. First day back on the program and after three more loops, I think there's not such a drastic, noticeable change as there was the very first time I listened, but I can tell things are different compared to today and the last day of the off cycle. Last time it was about the third day before I really felt like I had momentum built up and was moving ahead. It's subtle and I can't put my finger on it exactly but something is slightly different. We'll see how it continues in a few days and if I can identify what it is. Maybe it's a general feeling of wanting to be focused? Don't know...we'll see. I can tell you this though. Today due to the way a website I was working with is organized, I had to do a manual search on 118 pages. I know before I would have been bored off my butt after searching about the first five. I would have found any reason in the world to stop this task and do something else and milked it for a few days before I finished. But before I knew it, I was on page 100 and I found myself saying "Almost there. 18 more to go" and I finished. I just did it.