06-14-2021, 03:08 PM
27/180
Day 27 OFF - Monday June 14 - OFF #2 - part 2
So I left the window open in my bedroom and had an electric heater plugged in the wall that sits under the window on the floor. I spent the day in the living room of my apartment. It was raining crazy outside and I was engrossed in my own tasks etc.
Suddenly realised what I should have done and rushed to the room. The rain had indeed come through the window soaking the floor and thus the heater. The casing was wet and the inside must have had splashes too. The side of the bed, a small corner was wet also.
My reaction was calm and no anxiety at all. I didnt seem to care but felt well just clean and see what happens. Then there was a little tiny weeny anxiety/apprehension around whether I can safely touch the heater with some paper towels to wipe it dry and also whether safe to pull its plug out of the extension cable I had it in which was plugged in the wall. Well that feeling went soon after but im sure that feeling to protect myself by my subconscious is a good anxiety perhaps.
That done I then seemed to continue with my day as normal and dont at the moment recall any other data I can share at this moment. Its bizarre I have or may have an exam this week but I dont seem to care too much or seem worried about it. Its normal for me to be worried on the day or the night before however even now I just cant seem to feel like I care lol
Its also my birthday now and even that seems chilled. My mother called me to wish me happy birthday from the UK which was nice but I dont seem to feel like ive done in the past which is well its a big deal so unsure why.
nothing else to say really at this moment.
Day 27 OFF - Monday June 14 - OFF #2 - part 2
So I left the window open in my bedroom and had an electric heater plugged in the wall that sits under the window on the floor. I spent the day in the living room of my apartment. It was raining crazy outside and I was engrossed in my own tasks etc.
Suddenly realised what I should have done and rushed to the room. The rain had indeed come through the window soaking the floor and thus the heater. The casing was wet and the inside must have had splashes too. The side of the bed, a small corner was wet also.
My reaction was calm and no anxiety at all. I didnt seem to care but felt well just clean and see what happens. Then there was a little tiny weeny anxiety/apprehension around whether I can safely touch the heater with some paper towels to wipe it dry and also whether safe to pull its plug out of the extension cable I had it in which was plugged in the wall. Well that feeling went soon after but im sure that feeling to protect myself by my subconscious is a good anxiety perhaps.
That done I then seemed to continue with my day as normal and dont at the moment recall any other data I can share at this moment. Its bizarre I have or may have an exam this week but I dont seem to care too much or seem worried about it. Its normal for me to be worried on the day or the night before however even now I just cant seem to feel like I care lol
Its also my birthday now and even that seems chilled. My mother called me to wish me happy birthday from the UK which was nice but I dont seem to feel like ive done in the past which is well its a big deal so unsure why.
nothing else to say really at this moment.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
