12-12-2015, 08:09 AM
JG reporting in.
*Still currently on Stage 2 of AM 6.0 around past the halfway point of 32 days
I'm still bouncing back from the porn binging that I'm currently facing right now. I know that my subconscious is fighting back against this addiction. I just got to survive each day and not think and put pressure myself on making long streaks.
Last night my dreams were good and somehow I feel it is an effect of the AM 6.0. It's vivid like the dreams I experienced back in AM 5.0. As far as I can remember it was a sequence of three dreams. In no order in particular, I had a dream that I was talking to my father and I'm comparing my beard to his. My father can grow a thick full beard while I am still on the path to grow one. In the dream I am growing more and I feel proud as such. This makes me think that I am becoming a man as the process of AM 6.0 passes by. The next one is me getting to meet a cute girl. In this dream she seems so excited to meet me and told me she likes me because I'm a badass in a sort of cool way. I always envision myself to be this guy. The last one, well sadly I can't remember it anymore but earlier this morning I can still remember it. I should really write this dreams down upon waking up. Hopefully I can remember it soon so I can write it also here.
Cheers and Thanks for reading my journal. JG out.
*Still currently on Stage 2 of AM 6.0 around past the halfway point of 32 days
I'm still bouncing back from the porn binging that I'm currently facing right now. I know that my subconscious is fighting back against this addiction. I just got to survive each day and not think and put pressure myself on making long streaks.
Last night my dreams were good and somehow I feel it is an effect of the AM 6.0. It's vivid like the dreams I experienced back in AM 5.0. As far as I can remember it was a sequence of three dreams. In no order in particular, I had a dream that I was talking to my father and I'm comparing my beard to his. My father can grow a thick full beard while I am still on the path to grow one. In the dream I am growing more and I feel proud as such. This makes me think that I am becoming a man as the process of AM 6.0 passes by. The next one is me getting to meet a cute girl. In this dream she seems so excited to meet me and told me she likes me because I'm a badass in a sort of cool way. I always envision myself to be this guy. The last one, well sadly I can't remember it anymore but earlier this morning I can still remember it. I should really write this dreams down upon waking up. Hopefully I can remember it soon so I can write it also here.
Cheers and Thanks for reading my journal. JG out.
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
