Procrastination, Fear and Avoidance.
Whereas yesterday I did some work which I forgot to mention, I did around 2hours yesterday I today have done none.
Whereas the 2hours were done due to fear of the approaching deadline for the exam....today there is fear and no action.
The fear is a feeling inside that results in inactivity.
Today I realised while wasting time with a friend who is a fellow procrastinator, that we both plan and dream of what we will do in the future, such as in the summer and then in our 3rd year, how we will do this and that, but in actuality we procrastinate today and we will tomorrow.
The biggest dream I have is that MLS 5.5G comes out, I start it and it not only kicks my procrastination to the ground but motivates me to study and not only motivates me but gives me hope and positivity and not only hope and positivity but gives me a memory where I can read far few times and remember far more and far longer....all while studying with intense focus and concentration.
My issues isn't studying its starting.
Don't move me and I will stay, move me and I will not stop...this is what I am, not Jake1015 but more like Super Inertia haha
somebody move me or as the mask would say....
Day 5 update continued....
Whereas yesterday I did some work which I forgot to mention, I did around 2hours yesterday I today have done none.
Whereas the 2hours were done due to fear of the approaching deadline for the exam....today there is fear and no action.
The fear is a feeling inside that results in inactivity.
Today I realised while wasting time with a friend who is a fellow procrastinator, that we both plan and dream of what we will do in the future, such as in the summer and then in our 3rd year, how we will do this and that, but in actuality we procrastinate today and we will tomorrow.
The biggest dream I have is that MLS 5.5G comes out, I start it and it not only kicks my procrastination to the ground but motivates me to study and not only motivates me but gives me hope and positivity and not only hope and positivity but gives me a memory where I can read far few times and remember far more and far longer....all while studying with intense focus and concentration.
My issues isn't studying its starting.
Don't move me and I will stay, move me and I will not stop...this is what I am, not Jake1015 but more like Super Inertia haha
somebody move me or as the mask would say....
Day 5 update continued....
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
