Feeling a little resistance today. Last night, I had some dreams with foreboding themes. The odd thing is, I can't remember much about them, just some random impressions and the feelings the dream evoked. The dreams on DMSI are so freaking weird though. So surrealistic. The dreams I had on AM6 were always rooted in reality. DMSI dreams are just strange, abstract fantasies and nightmares, filled with strange creatures. Honestly... they feel like Lovecraft stories in both feel and visuals.
I have no energy today. Very mental fatigued. I know that has something to do with three days of networking, but I'm pretty sure something's being healed.
This might be TMI, but it's relevant to something. I had this odd moment where I suddenly had the overwhelming urge to look at crazy fetish porn. Like bestiality and stuff. Things I've NEVER looked at or remotely been interested in. It just hit me like a wave. I hopped up and ran from the PC so I wouldn't indulge in any crazy urges. Was a real WTF moment. I know something must be passing, though.
I have no energy today. Very mental fatigued. I know that has something to do with three days of networking, but I'm pretty sure something's being healed.
This might be TMI, but it's relevant to something. I had this odd moment where I suddenly had the overwhelming urge to look at crazy fetish porn. Like bestiality and stuff. Things I've NEVER looked at or remotely been interested in. It just hit me like a wave. I hopped up and ran from the PC so I wouldn't indulge in any crazy urges. Was a real WTF moment. I know something must be passing, though.
