09-06-2016, 05:58 PM
Lots of observations, but couldn't post since the board's been down. Where to start...?
First off, v2.4 is really quite interesting and I'm very much enjoying it thus far (with a few caveats). I don't know about you guys, but I'm getting tons of attraction. Again, not in the overt masculine manner, but the very genuine IOIs that I'm seeing. In earlier versions, it's like the woman would just be in complete awe of me and wouldn't know how to react. Now, the attraction seems so real, so deep. Or, maybe that's just my perception of what's happening. Whatever it is, I like it, and it's building.
For example: I was just in the grocery store grabbing a post-workout meal. I see this cute blonde at a register, 6.5, 19 or so. She stares into my eyes, smiles and looks down. I instantly feel the aura project. My body language changes, I shift into this state of flow. Walk down her aisle, return the smile and say, "Hi, Lacy." She giggles, watches me as I walk down to grab some food. A few minutes later, I turn around and guess who I see following me down the aisle? Yep, it's her. I should've approached, but the healing modules in v2.4 is working a SERIOUS NUMBER on me (more on that in a bit) and I'm being really introverted right now. Not in a bad, socially distant way. I'm just incredibly focused on getting my own life together.
Anyway, as I get in the checkout line, she smiles and says hello AGAIN. Weird. Then, she first slings her hair around her shoulder, revealing her neck. The customer in front of me finishes. I walk up to the card processor. She slings her hair to the other side so that her neck is exposed to me again. I almost crack up. She starts rubbing her neck -- which is now visibly flushed. She's bouncing up and down nervously. I pay, wish her a good night and she starts stammering.
This has been happening all day. At another store, the same clerk that flipped me the bird? This time, she started grooming herself as soon as I got to the register. Fixing her shirt, hair flipping. You know. I'm getting lots of smiles and grins from women. Women waving. Babies seem to love me. Had the cutest little guy start bouncing in his stroller and yelling "hi!" as I walked by.
My perception of myself is changing -- QUICK. And what's so crazy is that this ALL FEELS SO NATURAL. I'm still getting used to having so much attraction, but the internal effects are great. I think all the people saying "nothing's happening" are wrong -- something's happening, it's just so smooth that you don't realize it. This is why Shannon says 5.5g / 6g is beyond just reality shifting. I feel like that I'm in some kind of parallel universe.
The healing modules are really smooth here -- relatively. They still hurt like hell, but nothing like AM6. I keep having this odd pattern occur, one that may be intentional...
Resistance will occur. I'll get angry or depressed... for like an hour. I'll get really introspective, kinda zone out and just stare at nothing. Then, I'll get euphoric (which, in the past meant that the resistance was passing), feel the aura project and the depression / anger passes. Then... an hour or so later, I'll feel angry / depressed / anxious again and the cycle repeats. It feels like the healing modules are tunneling through resistance SO FAST. I can already feel myself... losing some of that disdain for women. I'm still having problems opening up, but I'm noting (ONLY AFTER TWO DAYS) a stark difference in the way I'm viewing them. Not so much with distrust and disdain -- almost like I'm understanding and appreciating their essence on a core level, and realizing that if I allow a woman to have power over my life, that's MY fault.
I'm dropping a lot of the crap that I learned from PUA in regards to how I approach #3. We went out on Friday night. Haven't interacted with her since. I realized that I have a deep rooted fear of failure and rejection with women. Not quite sure where that came from, but my coping mechanism has been bang and bolt. That way, they CAN'T reject me because I've "rejected" them by default. I'm not being needy when I talk to her, or trying to even rope her into long chats. Just said I was thinking about her and dropped a line. She seemed to appreciate it. And she should -- I'm the high value male, my attention should be appreciated and reciprocated. If not, then I'll move on.
I really can't believe I just said that, but it's how I really feel. Two days of v2.4. TWO DAYS. When I first texted her, I was little anxious that she wouldn't text back. Then, that weird euphoria hit, and I was like, meh whatever. They'll be others. You're the shit. This sub is great.
The respect hits from men are awesome too. I'm getting sirs, people moving out of the way, men holding the door for me, TONS of respect in the boxing gym. The coach is straight up giving me personalized attention now (as opposed to v2.3 where he avoided me).
I'm sure there's more and I'll spam my thread a bit later with them. OH -- yeah, don't do six loops. ROFL. That was a mistake. I woke up wanting to die. I was like, sick to my stomach. Wanted to cry.
First off, v2.4 is really quite interesting and I'm very much enjoying it thus far (with a few caveats). I don't know about you guys, but I'm getting tons of attraction. Again, not in the overt masculine manner, but the very genuine IOIs that I'm seeing. In earlier versions, it's like the woman would just be in complete awe of me and wouldn't know how to react. Now, the attraction seems so real, so deep. Or, maybe that's just my perception of what's happening. Whatever it is, I like it, and it's building.
For example: I was just in the grocery store grabbing a post-workout meal. I see this cute blonde at a register, 6.5, 19 or so. She stares into my eyes, smiles and looks down. I instantly feel the aura project. My body language changes, I shift into this state of flow. Walk down her aisle, return the smile and say, "Hi, Lacy." She giggles, watches me as I walk down to grab some food. A few minutes later, I turn around and guess who I see following me down the aisle? Yep, it's her. I should've approached, but the healing modules in v2.4 is working a SERIOUS NUMBER on me (more on that in a bit) and I'm being really introverted right now. Not in a bad, socially distant way. I'm just incredibly focused on getting my own life together.
Anyway, as I get in the checkout line, she smiles and says hello AGAIN. Weird. Then, she first slings her hair around her shoulder, revealing her neck. The customer in front of me finishes. I walk up to the card processor. She slings her hair to the other side so that her neck is exposed to me again. I almost crack up. She starts rubbing her neck -- which is now visibly flushed. She's bouncing up and down nervously. I pay, wish her a good night and she starts stammering.
This has been happening all day. At another store, the same clerk that flipped me the bird? This time, she started grooming herself as soon as I got to the register. Fixing her shirt, hair flipping. You know. I'm getting lots of smiles and grins from women. Women waving. Babies seem to love me. Had the cutest little guy start bouncing in his stroller and yelling "hi!" as I walked by.
My perception of myself is changing -- QUICK. And what's so crazy is that this ALL FEELS SO NATURAL. I'm still getting used to having so much attraction, but the internal effects are great. I think all the people saying "nothing's happening" are wrong -- something's happening, it's just so smooth that you don't realize it. This is why Shannon says 5.5g / 6g is beyond just reality shifting. I feel like that I'm in some kind of parallel universe.
The healing modules are really smooth here -- relatively. They still hurt like hell, but nothing like AM6. I keep having this odd pattern occur, one that may be intentional...
Resistance will occur. I'll get angry or depressed... for like an hour. I'll get really introspective, kinda zone out and just stare at nothing. Then, I'll get euphoric (which, in the past meant that the resistance was passing), feel the aura project and the depression / anger passes. Then... an hour or so later, I'll feel angry / depressed / anxious again and the cycle repeats. It feels like the healing modules are tunneling through resistance SO FAST. I can already feel myself... losing some of that disdain for women. I'm still having problems opening up, but I'm noting (ONLY AFTER TWO DAYS) a stark difference in the way I'm viewing them. Not so much with distrust and disdain -- almost like I'm understanding and appreciating their essence on a core level, and realizing that if I allow a woman to have power over my life, that's MY fault.
I'm dropping a lot of the crap that I learned from PUA in regards to how I approach #3. We went out on Friday night. Haven't interacted with her since. I realized that I have a deep rooted fear of failure and rejection with women. Not quite sure where that came from, but my coping mechanism has been bang and bolt. That way, they CAN'T reject me because I've "rejected" them by default. I'm not being needy when I talk to her, or trying to even rope her into long chats. Just said I was thinking about her and dropped a line. She seemed to appreciate it. And she should -- I'm the high value male, my attention should be appreciated and reciprocated. If not, then I'll move on.
I really can't believe I just said that, but it's how I really feel. Two days of v2.4. TWO DAYS. When I first texted her, I was little anxious that she wouldn't text back. Then, that weird euphoria hit, and I was like, meh whatever. They'll be others. You're the shit. This sub is great.
The respect hits from men are awesome too. I'm getting sirs, people moving out of the way, men holding the door for me, TONS of respect in the boxing gym. The coach is straight up giving me personalized attention now (as opposed to v2.3 where he avoided me).
I'm sure there's more and I'll spam my thread a bit later with them. OH -- yeah, don't do six loops. ROFL. That was a mistake. I woke up wanting to die. I was like, sick to my stomach. Wanted to cry.
