Hit a Wall

[Ryan]

I lost my job in like stage 3 of AM 5, mostly because, in my opinion, it was pushing me to become more indifferent towards it because I absolutely hated it. Though, I don't get out much anymore because I am extremely broke lol, I have been doing things around the house (yard work, helping build a deck and cleaning things) plus I started my blog that keeps me busy like 12 hours a day trying to promote. It makes me feel like it is a full-time job and I love that, it's wonderful for my mindset of turning this into reality. I'm trying to get on unemployment so I can spend more time focusing on this and get it growing quickly to start my own online business (with the help of BASE). But I did Alpha Male before and this time around I was extremely happy to be unemployed. Sounds kinda weird right? But I feel more like the guy from Office Space and nothing really bothers me. I did have further moments of depression and down moods through Alpha Male because of the job situation, but here in stage 6, it's mostly all gone.