Hercules: A Man journeys through the 12 Labors to become a God

[Daredevil]

Day 44

I have been having less and Less dreams but I have had one where I was being pulled down into the dark underworld but was able to fly out before the gate closed behind me. Other than me having less and less twisted fettishes and getting more respect and not having pent up anger in me when triggered nothing eventful has happened in my outer world, just revelations and realizations have been happening in my inner world. I masturbated without porn yesterday and the stimulation during masturbation was great but the orgasm wasn't that great. My goal is to reach 100 days of no fap then get to a full year. I do believe some fears are still holding me back like my fears of standing up for myself and my fear of my parents, especially my father. I hope that I will get rid of this in my OF run. I think I'm ready to be pushed to get rid and face my fears because that is the main thing holding me back in my life. Life would be so much better without them.