11-07-2016, 04:16 PM
Listened to 3 loops TS overnight last night as loud as it goes.
Went to do cardio at the gym by 7:15 AM. That's a first. Old people galore, lol, but a front desk girl that I used to think was just alright was there. Her body is a lot better than I thought, which I saw a few days ago when she worked out. Anyway, she usually says "Hi," shyly, but today made extra effort. Nothing beyond a smile and very enthusiastic hello, but in the situation she could have just looked the other way and not said anything.
Another old female client checked out my crotch multiple times to training today. What's interesting is I didn't mind, feel disgusted, or embarrassed. That's a change.
The rest of the day I've had a headache, have felt tired, and have been highly irritable. I've also eaten a lot today. All healthy, but a lot regardless.
I think I'll start taking a break from V2.5. I'm going to keep an eye on the V1 journals. If I like what I see, I may run it after 5-7 days off. Otherwise, I'll just use the opportunity to rerun V2.4.
Went to do cardio at the gym by 7:15 AM. That's a first. Old people galore, lol, but a front desk girl that I used to think was just alright was there. Her body is a lot better than I thought, which I saw a few days ago when she worked out. Anyway, she usually says "Hi," shyly, but today made extra effort. Nothing beyond a smile and very enthusiastic hello, but in the situation she could have just looked the other way and not said anything.
Another old female client checked out my crotch multiple times to training today. What's interesting is I didn't mind, feel disgusted, or embarrassed. That's a change.
The rest of the day I've had a headache, have felt tired, and have been highly irritable. I've also eaten a lot today. All healthy, but a lot regardless.
I think I'll start taking a break from V2.5. I'm going to keep an eye on the V1 journals. If I like what I see, I may run it after 5-7 days off. Otherwise, I'll just use the opportunity to rerun V2.4.
