10-30-2016, 06:35 PM
Thanks. Yeah, I'm still trying to figure the SIL thing out. Thinking about her right now, I feel nothing. After pouring out the above, I actually am feeling like I've had myself all wrong for years. I can't believe how many women were into me. Before, I just focused on the "failures." Now I see that, despite how I reacted, I've always had all the attention I ever wanted! It's insane! And even after screwing myself over, I still ended up alright in the end - with a beautiful woman I love, a growing family, and a bright future. I feel like I just validated some part of myself in a way I've sorely needed for years.
I was so high on this, I went down to my gym and...cleaned. I cleaned for hours, rearranged, and I can't wait to see my client's face in the morning. Now I'm thinking about painting, replacing the flooring, and sprucin' up the joint. There's some big shifts happening right now.
I was so high on this, I went down to my gym and...cleaned. I cleaned for hours, rearranged, and I can't wait to see my client's face in the morning. Now I'm thinking about painting, replacing the flooring, and sprucin' up the joint. There's some big shifts happening right now.
