08-24-2020, 02:50 AM
Today was my first day on.
Very strange feeling the whole day: I am in the eye of the typhoon or am I the eye of the typhoon itself ? What does that mean ? There is chaos, stress, worries, anxiety, anger etc. all around me but it does not affect me, I am in this bubble of calm, some kind of protection around negative things. I empathize a lot with the people around me who are having problems but I am not affected by their problems. I am not anymore the sponge which is absorbing all the problems around as if it should be my crux. I feel just at the right distance, close enough to help if necessary but far enough to be out of reach. This new cycle seems great !
Very strange feeling the whole day: I am in the eye of the typhoon or am I the eye of the typhoon itself ? What does that mean ? There is chaos, stress, worries, anxiety, anger etc. all around me but it does not affect me, I am in this bubble of calm, some kind of protection around negative things. I empathize a lot with the people around me who are having problems but I am not affected by their problems. I am not anymore the sponge which is absorbing all the problems around as if it should be my crux. I feel just at the right distance, close enough to help if necessary but far enough to be out of reach. This new cycle seems great !
