12-19-2016, 12:33 AM
(12-17-2016, 10:49 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Maybe that's actually what you enjoy more and you can meet women doing that. For example i've never liked clubs but I always forced myself to go. As i've become more connected in myself i've much preferred to do things during the day.
Yeah, it's very possible this is the case. I've also noticed I feel fresher and more alert at the beginning of the week when I call it a night early at the weekend. As long as I'm doing something during the day I keep myself happy.
With that being said, I've been feeling really restless and irritable all weekend and my mind has been running a thousand miles per hour at night thinking about all sorts of bad things, predominantly with my parents age and death and fear of being alone as I have a terribly small family.
Strangely, I haven't thought about women at all really this weekend and had no dreams, desire or anything really to do with them. I just want the week to hurry up so I can get home for Christmas.
