02-06-2014, 12:33 AM
Ok i know i know my journal is getting boring....
so ima just add a few things that might interests some of u guys that would wanna run sm3 in the future. i didnt type them out because its really normal to me .
here r lists of things that might interests u
- Cashiers flirt with me , without me doing anything.
- Girls that i "know" will openly make face gestures at me.
- Most girls seem to be very open to me , therefore its easy for me to open them up
- no girls like walk up to me randomly and start a conversation ...yet
- girls that i talk to once would asks me name afterwards randomly.
- girls would randomly blush when i am close up to them..
- girls i approach always seems to react pretty positive (only done like 5 ... in the last month ..hard to say)
- Seems to be more in the flow now in terms of seduction, but i dont feel like the seduction is going anywhere.... probly due to my lack of experience further on.
- is incredibly energy draining ... dont recommend running this when u are taking 5 courses in university.
- one thing is try to not masturbate as much as possible during this sub... otherwise u might end up like a zombie.... because if u keep masturbating your gonna use so much energy to generate back that energy while still trying to change ur other beliefs. at most once or twice a week thats what im doing.
- girls that i never talk to , i sat down next to her she moved away from me like i was something to be scared of haha, then later .. i generated sexual energy without wanting to.... man shes was getting uncomfortable and closed up her body language (one case).
- weird how today i talk so dam fast... with the 3 approach i did on my way home. i never talk fast...
- girls that know me will sometimes open me... (dont they all? lol) but its a little difference cause there is still tension .. its not like im their good friend kinda thing
- oh wait i lied... the only time a random girl came up to me was that frat house night... (1-2 case if u count the cab one ) .( zero daytime still )
- i dont see myself going sexual with any girl at all yet... VERY WEIRD, currently almost super indifference...almost beyond indifference .. hopefully this will balance out more in stage 5,6. cause im not feeling any aggressiveness at all... i think this is due to neediness killed and now im on the extreme end of the spectrum therefore maybe ill balance back to middle soon...
- i seem to not look at girls as much as i do any more, seem to be able to ping point whos interested or not ... not sure about this one yet... need more references ..
- i think i mentioned this before... not very aggressive at the moment... also feels like my instincts became all time in tune... not sure how... but im guessing its because i am being what i am...
- seems to not care that much about girls... do see them initiate conversation a little more... but it isnt going anywhere... cause havnt really come across one i liked...actually i did...but they werent really as open as the other girls..
cant think of anything else atm....
so ima just add a few things that might interests some of u guys that would wanna run sm3 in the future. i didnt type them out because its really normal to me .
here r lists of things that might interests u
- Cashiers flirt with me , without me doing anything.
- Girls that i "know" will openly make face gestures at me.
- Most girls seem to be very open to me , therefore its easy for me to open them up
- no girls like walk up to me randomly and start a conversation ...yet
- girls that i talk to once would asks me name afterwards randomly.
- girls would randomly blush when i am close up to them..
- girls i approach always seems to react pretty positive (only done like 5 ... in the last month ..hard to say)
- Seems to be more in the flow now in terms of seduction, but i dont feel like the seduction is going anywhere.... probly due to my lack of experience further on.
- is incredibly energy draining ... dont recommend running this when u are taking 5 courses in university.
- one thing is try to not masturbate as much as possible during this sub... otherwise u might end up like a zombie.... because if u keep masturbating your gonna use so much energy to generate back that energy while still trying to change ur other beliefs. at most once or twice a week thats what im doing.
- girls that i never talk to , i sat down next to her she moved away from me like i was something to be scared of haha, then later .. i generated sexual energy without wanting to.... man shes was getting uncomfortable and closed up her body language (one case).
- weird how today i talk so dam fast... with the 3 approach i did on my way home. i never talk fast...
- girls that know me will sometimes open me... (dont they all? lol) but its a little difference cause there is still tension .. its not like im their good friend kinda thing
- oh wait i lied... the only time a random girl came up to me was that frat house night... (1-2 case if u count the cab one ) .( zero daytime still )
- i dont see myself going sexual with any girl at all yet... VERY WEIRD, currently almost super indifference...almost beyond indifference .. hopefully this will balance out more in stage 5,6. cause im not feeling any aggressiveness at all... i think this is due to neediness killed and now im on the extreme end of the spectrum therefore maybe ill balance back to middle soon...
- i seem to not look at girls as much as i do any more, seem to be able to ping point whos interested or not ... not sure about this one yet... need more references ..
- i think i mentioned this before... not very aggressive at the moment... also feels like my instincts became all time in tune... not sure how... but im guessing its because i am being what i am...
- seems to not care that much about girls... do see them initiate conversation a little more... but it isnt going anywhere... cause havnt really come across one i liked...actually i did...but they werent really as open as the other girls..
cant think of anything else atm....
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
