12-14-2013, 10:43 PM
Stage 2 Day 18
Ok seriously im starting to like zone into all the girls that comes into my proximity and i feel sexual towards every single each and one of them. i would enjoy their ass or hair. or face or their body figure. or their energy....
somehow... its starting to drive me nuts.
ok there other things going on thats stressing me out crazy
like finals and i just kinda lost nearly 6000$ .
need to think of a way to get that in 4 months and dont have time to get a full time job. =_=
and i think the sub is bringing some deep stuff up too
with these 3 combine im like stressed the hell out .
feeling really intense in chests.
and the desire to put my dick in something sky rocked ... but it doesnt seem like it did because it killed the neediness.
its like im looking at a girl and i feel all sexual about it but i dont feel the need towards it...
but when u have days like this times that by the last 15 days. it builds up. so now its like ARG I need to feel one ...
Ok. other then that.... ahem currently working on getting the money ...
oh... didnt mention this before... but i had one girl DTF in every way at my place alone...
was like during stage 1 i think .
the thing is she has interest pre-sm3 . but i think the interests just grew and the time was right for it.
reason i didnt do it... i already knew she was pulling something off lol.... already knew weeks ago she would be DTF... shes alright .
guses what guys fucked up thing is. right now i nail the shit out of her. =O= . funny eh?
the past week i realized every girls just automatically became sexier ... and i can find nice features about them thats a postie reaction.
other then that i think ima go shot myself and go to bed....for now
Ok seriously im starting to like zone into all the girls that comes into my proximity and i feel sexual towards every single each and one of them. i would enjoy their ass or hair. or face or their body figure. or their energy....
somehow... its starting to drive me nuts.
ok there other things going on thats stressing me out crazy
like finals and i just kinda lost nearly 6000$ .
need to think of a way to get that in 4 months and dont have time to get a full time job. =_=
and i think the sub is bringing some deep stuff up too
with these 3 combine im like stressed the hell out .
feeling really intense in chests.
and the desire to put my dick in something sky rocked ... but it doesnt seem like it did because it killed the neediness.
its like im looking at a girl and i feel all sexual about it but i dont feel the need towards it...
but when u have days like this times that by the last 15 days. it builds up. so now its like ARG I need to feel one ...
Ok. other then that.... ahem currently working on getting the money ...
oh... didnt mention this before... but i had one girl DTF in every way at my place alone...
was like during stage 1 i think .
the thing is she has interest pre-sm3 . but i think the interests just grew and the time was right for it.
reason i didnt do it... i already knew she was pulling something off lol.... already knew weeks ago she would be DTF... shes alright .
guses what guys fucked up thing is. right now i nail the shit out of her. =O= . funny eh?
the past week i realized every girls just automatically became sexier ... and i can find nice features about them thats a postie reaction.
other then that i think ima go shot myself and go to bed....for now
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
