Fluffybunny's Sex Magnet 3 Journal

[FluffyBunny]

My goodness can i say the last.... 22 days must have felt like ....3 months of my life.
i thought im on stage 3 of SM3 LOL. thats how long it feels like. then i was like what the fuck? im still on stage one?
lol i remember sitting in my room listening to AM5. 3-4 months pass like nothing happened and fast.
even though i have to say i am quite fuckin burned out doing all these things..... just realizing because i did so much that why time felt forever is quite a good thought. i have to say my lows are pretty depressing though...

Last night i felt so shitty
i almost went and got a 300$ escort for an hour
holy fuck struggled all day on it.
i was thinking well 300$ is nothing and i can do whatever with a 9.5HB for an hour?
so fuckin easy why not?
then the whole day i feel like huge internal struggle in the chest...
my gosh that feeling is intense..
thank goodness i end up not doing it lol.
PHEW~~~~~~


Ok i clearly am really fuckin close in getting laid. After doing so many things.
currently ....
i mean there one night when i was at an event just socialzing which is friday.
girls pretty much really like my presence.
one i just talked to for fun.
she touches my shoulder.
this other girl who has a boyfriend ends up putting her head on my shoulder when we were busing...
when i said : Ima sleep and i close my eyes. she then puts her head on my shoulder for 5 seconds

then after that i end up being "in the zone/god mode" for my first time and end up picking up a 9.0 bartender like it was a joke.... everything was easy flow.
i opened her . touched her, she was ok with everything. i drawed back with relax leaning back body language while telling a story. later i went close in ... for the number close cause she hinted she gotta go back working. and ends up a bear hug rubbing each others back....
FUCK IF MAKING OUT WAS ON MY MIND. JEEZ.
but didnt makeout cause it wasnt in my brain at that moment....
or else she defly would of let me ..

then the next day. like i mentioned above ... went to clubs . zero attention. so seriously..fuck clubs now lol...

Btw Shannon what kind of Aura is it generating in Stage 1 and 2? i feel like stage two is gonna be much much more noticeable then stage 1, just a gut feeling . when do i get all 7 auras generated???
also i remember reading somewhere u said when u were running SM2. u wanted to go out to socialize all day?
and u end up going to Bars??
i was wondering where else are nice places to chat...and meet people.
cause last week man i at least approached like 20-30 girls? got like 10 numbers...
but the thing is its not really building a social circle much....
do u have any experience or idea i can work on ???