11-06-2013, 03:09 AM
Stage 1 Day 9
Went to a club alone for the first time in a year.
resistant to talk to ugly chicks have always been like that my whole life...
i just dont want to lol. so thats same old
and then we have the holy shit smoking girls ... 9.5's was about to approached one ... somehow shit got into my head.... and stopped.
overall didnt talk to anyone girl...
shit i even talk to more girls when i first started 2 years ago...
gotta check up on myself now what fear was all that about..
guess SM3 did push me a little to MAYBE to wanna go out..... cause i havnt masturbated for 5 days lol.
Went to a club alone for the first time in a year.
resistant to talk to ugly chicks have always been like that my whole life...
i just dont want to lol. so thats same old
and then we have the holy shit smoking girls ... 9.5's was about to approached one ... somehow shit got into my head.... and stopped.
overall didnt talk to anyone girl...
shit i even talk to more girls when i first started 2 years ago...
gotta check up on myself now what fear was all that about..
guess SM3 did push me a little to MAYBE to wanna go out..... cause i havnt masturbated for 5 days lol.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
