10-30-2013, 08:36 PM
Yah makes sense.
i use to create and generate sexual energy for fun and see how woman change their behavior around me. its been like a year plus since i have been doing it. so i have pretty much trigger it at any given moment within seconds and i will notice it flowing through my body.
SM3 seem to increase the amount of it on top of what i use to have.
i was reading your posts on immolated on sexual energy. honestly when i was in class i was feeling what you described. it was almost as a torture. i was having a hard time being still and sitting in class. i had to cleanse my fits couple times. i was breathing heavily cause it was so stuffy in the chests and i was thinking of having sex with this girl in the front row who i had made out with once but missed pulling the trigger. it sure felt like super overflowing...
but it was like it was depression or anything . because couple times i was smiling at this feeling and liking it but at the same time it felt so hard to control it. i had to get out of the classroom to go for a walk it was a little better.....
today i like how i am using the energy to do other things it is quite useful , like im finishing up my things i need to work on and also im making conscious efforts on "100% focusing" so its actually quite useful i like it haha.
i use to create and generate sexual energy for fun and see how woman change their behavior around me. its been like a year plus since i have been doing it. so i have pretty much trigger it at any given moment within seconds and i will notice it flowing through my body.
SM3 seem to increase the amount of it on top of what i use to have.
i was reading your posts on immolated on sexual energy. honestly when i was in class i was feeling what you described. it was almost as a torture. i was having a hard time being still and sitting in class. i had to cleanse my fits couple times. i was breathing heavily cause it was so stuffy in the chests and i was thinking of having sex with this girl in the front row who i had made out with once but missed pulling the trigger. it sure felt like super overflowing...
but it was like it was depression or anything . because couple times i was smiling at this feeling and liking it but at the same time it felt so hard to control it. i had to get out of the classroom to go for a walk it was a little better.....
today i like how i am using the energy to do other things it is quite useful , like im finishing up my things i need to work on and also im making conscious efforts on "100% focusing" so its actually quite useful i like it haha.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
