FluffyBunny's Alpha Male 5 Journal

[FluffyBunny]

Yesterday Stage 5 Day 23
Before i went to bed. i was still getting this negative feeling in the chest. it wasnt extremely bad. but it kept me up a little bit.

its been a while since i can remember my dreams .....
and yesterday i had one of the weirdest dream...and its like two mixed together in one

one point i was a FBI. and i saw this person in a car im suppose to chase....
he was like dam good. i saw scenes of him kill my teammates on the streets.....
bit by bit i saw him kill every one of my teammates with one shot...
i was the only one left. they i strip down all my FBI clothing and became a normal civilian..
to avoid getting killed...

in between the killings. i would be running on a uphill track . the first initial part is an up hill...
and whenever i get over it.... there all naked chicks running there afer u get over the track hill there is quite little space...
and its like im trying to beat this time... and every time i arrive i am like few minutes late..
the last scene i saw was. after crossing over the hill. there were sooooo many naked girls you couldnt run. and i sat there and realize i was the only guy surrounded by all these girls..but i was just sitting there. although the scene happens so fast in a flash.

im guessing i avoided and ran....dude to fear of whatever it was... to avoid the guy.
and about the naked girls that i have no clue.....they were just there...

feel free comment on it lol.

[jonathan4all]

Yesterday Stage 5 Day 23
Before i went to bed. i was still getting this negative feeling in the chest. it wasnt extremely bad. but it kept me up a little bit.

its been a while since i can remember my dreams .....
and yesterday i had one of the weirdest dream...and its like two mixed together in one

one point i was a FBI. and i saw this person in a car im suppose to chase....
he was like dam good. i saw scenes of him kill my teammates on the streets.....
bit by bit i saw him kill every one of my teammates with one shot...
i was the only one left. they i strip down all my FBI clothing and became a normal civilian..
to avoid getting killed...

in between the killings. i would be running on a uphill track . the first initial part is an up hill...
and whenever i get over it.... there all naked chicks running there afer u get over the track hill there is quite little space...
and its like im trying to beat this time... and every time i arrive i am like few minutes late..
the last scene i saw was. after crossing over the hill. there were sooooo many naked girls you couldnt run. and i sat there and realize i was the only guy surrounded by all these girls..but i was just sitting there. although the scene happens so fast in a flash.

im guessing i avoided and ran....dude to fear of whatever it was... to avoid the guy.
and about the naked girls that i have no clue.....they were just there...

feel free comment on it lol.

sounds like a soft porn with 1 buck subscription LOL J/K

[FluffyBunny]

Lol yah i didnt even like see anything else.
Other then this one particular girls.... with long straight darkbrown/black hair . and a tanned body.
(not to mention.....that girl i was talking about it previous posts has dark hair and tanned... but the one in the dream isnt her for sure she looked looked completely different...)
and i met her eyes for a split second . and then it jump to something else.
i even felt the ....energy of every girl surrounding me it was so weird. it was like soo many of them were sooo close up to me but i didnt see anything and that moment i woke up...when they kinda close in on me =.= dam it lol

[FluffyBunny]

stage 5 day 26

seriously not sure if bitch just good at flirting or likes me.
usually im very good at reading things....
some girls are so obvious...
this one seems to be playing games with me.
so i just play the game too hahahaha.
we will see......sooner or later...

Seems to me older woman seems to check me out more (25+) . then younger girls (18-22s)
not sure why. but seems like older woman are more interested.
my only guess is they got more experience to spot out alphas.

[Shannon]

Older women are more experienced with men. They've had the men and the boys and they know what they like and are less afraid to ask for it, or go get it, as they get older. When I started AM 5, I had cougars on me like white on rice. The more bold and confident a man is, the more he will attract female interest, and the older ones have learned that to win, you must act.

[FluffyBunny]

i see. okok

Stage 5 Day 28

Cold Approached a 8.5-9 on the streets . Didnt get to connect with her it was only two minute conversation because she had to go another way

Fucked myself emotionally at class today lol. i give in on liking a girl and let her in... and i ended up fuckin myself over =_= cause turned out i was wrong.
Feeling piss/frustrated/annoyed....atm

[FluffyBunny]

Stage 5 Day 30

ok i realize the longer i play during the day time the higher chance of me dreaming at night time..

anyways i dreamed. of a girl i knew from school for like a split second i dont remember what it was about. ive heard u only dream of someone when they think about you......

then the rest of my dream is zombie apocalypses . i was everywhere...one scene i was at my old house. one scene i was with my grandparents...
i am not sure if i killed any zombies though its weird...
i did saw myself packing up 3 decent knifes. but i dont think i stab any of it in their faces ...
not like stage one where i kill whole bunch of shit lol.

[FluffyBunny]

Stage 5 Day 31

so i decided to add Aura of dominance 3G to run for a month. while finishing up the last month of my AM5.
and after that im running SM3.

so i was running AOD for 2 minutes... and i got super intense headache.... what the hell?
i didnt even get a headache from running AM5 when i first started.....
i was running in the exact same volume as AM5. both on masks.
so i turn the volume down 10%.
and the headache only gotten a little better.
until 8 minutes... i just cant take the headache...
so i stopped...
then now im just getting a stuffy head .............

anyone got any idea why is it like that?
i mean AOD has no description on if its Type B C or D .
but seems like its Type B. so im sure its fine using it with AM5...
not sure why im getting such huge headaches then....
how will i even continue ?

[SargeMaximus]

Must have something to do with Shannon's recommendation to use AM without any other subs. >>

[FluffyBunny]

Must have something to do with Shannon's recommendation to use AM without any other subs. >>

says u can use ... one other non-major program. with a major program though =_= .
darn....that was some intense stuff lol
i think when i first ran am5 i had the volume lower then what it is now...
maybe thats why.

in AOD i can kinda hear people speaking in the background but cant recognize any words at all.
maybe im just not use to the ocean surf LOL.
cause i ran trickling on AM the entire time.
i dont know....

[ncbeareatingman]

Heeeeeello! Ding YOU nailed it Sarge. Man dig this,WHEN SHANNON says dont use any other products/subs/even his own with AM5 he is NOT Bullshitting wit cha Mate! its for your benefit and advancement not to do so. Yer slowing down yer own devolopment when you mix and match too much especially on something like Alpha Male 5, I've been using his subs since winter of 2009,this shit aint no joke. the best subs I've come across or have used in 27 years of brain/mind technology of any sort.
Im Keith and Im not here to bowl-sheet anyone here,this aint a dress rehearsal this life we have here on earth, IM just into stage 7 of the 12 stage set of BAMM. YOU think Im using anything else to stop me,slow me down or deter my progress with BAMM? Hell no!! I suggest the same with you and yer usage of AM5. give time to work better/more and let it breath. Its not always about 'on to the next one,on to the next one' hurry hurry hurry.... let it settle in before you move on...yer not even done yet. IM already a natural Alpha Male but were I using AM5 I'd spend at least, 2 years on it Man and very well may as a refinement of The self in the future. Daddy Bear Keith.

[Fonzy3]

Must have something to do with Shannon's recommendation to use AM without any other subs. >>

says u can use ... one other non-major program. with a major program though =_= .
darn....that was some intense stuff lol
i think when i first ran am5 i had the volume lower then what it is now...
maybe thats why.

in AOD i can kinda hear people speaking in the background but cant recognize any words at all.
maybe im just not use to the ocean surf LOL.
cause i ran trickling on AM the entire time.
i dont know....

Use Deep Gratitude and Appreciation. The combination of both programs will definitely serve you.

Thanks

Fonzy

[FluffyBunny]

Shannon never told me not to use AM5 with anything else lol.
i was just reading through description and i was like cool i can run another program with it for a month

i would rather run aura of dominance if i could instead of gratitude.
but yah.....
man 8 minutes of that thing made my headache go on for 4 hours....
.....shit dude.

[FluffyBunny]

Stage 5 day 32.

OPS. i was playing around with my SEXUAL ENERGY too much and ended amping up too much of it through my entire body.....
now i am on sexual energy drug.... and i cant get rid of it . its like hyper excitement in ur chest.
ima go use my right hand so i can get rid of this crap...... cause its driving me insane.
sex woulda been a better release. but not available atm...
THIS FEELING IS CRAZY!!!!!

SHANNON

does SM3 have effects like this????
it will be sooooo funny. cause i can create the energy so strong already.
and if SM3 have an effect like this ...
man i swear it would be so strong i would be having sex with my pillow.
its not that pleasant of a feeling what i mentioned above
im guessing you have put things in there that smoothed these out .