10-17-2013, 05:56 PM
i have had no conscious resistance or any depression with any stage , except stage 1.
it was only her thats annoying me. its not like depression . i have no words for it ...
the moment i saw her i liked her. (most of the time the moment i see girls i like them.)
fuck stories too long
but what needs to be done has to be done.
When u say. leave that girl .
fuck that shit?
leaving and not figuring out is more beta then anything else.
look at it this way.
i am THIS INVESTED into a girl and im able to pull my shit together to do whats should be done...
man there was time with girls im zero invested in . making out with them was a joke....sigh
i developed my feelings for her over a entire month. shes in my class dude cant just leave.
i have so much fun teasing her during class. i thought we were just friends....
then i thought to myself. no fuckin way i like her more then that.
and what do people usually do?
"im probly friendzone" or i bet she thinks of me as a friend .and have 100 things backing it up.
hell that was what I THOUGHT...
one day i thought about it.... well ima go for her until i get a rejection. i pulled my balls sacks together and was like. man.....this means loosing all those fun shit i have with her..
and so i did.....
and hell dude its the 3rd dam time i tried to make a move and didnt get a time she let me .
long story short theres other stuff but.
im fuckin not just gonna let this go. and wonder for the rest of my life why the hell did i not even get a NO or YES.
the only way ima get over this ... is going for a 4th time in a different way.
just gonna be blunt this time. make things easier and clear.
it was only her thats annoying me. its not like depression . i have no words for it ...
the moment i saw her i liked her. (most of the time the moment i see girls i like them.)
fuck stories too long
but what needs to be done has to be done.
When u say. leave that girl .
fuck that shit?
leaving and not figuring out is more beta then anything else.
look at it this way.
i am THIS INVESTED into a girl and im able to pull my shit together to do whats should be done...
man there was time with girls im zero invested in . making out with them was a joke....sigh
i developed my feelings for her over a entire month. shes in my class dude cant just leave.
i have so much fun teasing her during class. i thought we were just friends....
then i thought to myself. no fuckin way i like her more then that.
and what do people usually do?
"im probly friendzone" or i bet she thinks of me as a friend .and have 100 things backing it up.
hell that was what I THOUGHT...
one day i thought about it.... well ima go for her until i get a rejection. i pulled my balls sacks together and was like. man.....this means loosing all those fun shit i have with her..
and so i did.....
and hell dude its the 3rd dam time i tried to make a move and didnt get a time she let me .
long story short theres other stuff but.
im fuckin not just gonna let this go. and wonder for the rest of my life why the hell did i not even get a NO or YES.
the only way ima get over this ... is going for a 4th time in a different way.
just gonna be blunt this time. make things easier and clear.
I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise, because I've been foolish.
