11-30-2018, 11:27 AM
I came so close to getting improve your grades and study habits 4G, but I did not get paid today.
Currently I am coming very close to quitting the English course I am doing, mainly because I have had no motivation to do the homework and because of this I have been falling behind and even missed a few classes.
I have a speaking presentation that needs to happen on the Tuesday coming. I am working Saturday and Sunday nights, so have limited time to prepare. It's so close. So in deadly waters. All this pressure, lack of motivation has me feeling like just letting go and not caring about it no more.
I am barely holding by my finger tips. Really to throw the towel in. I give up on life.
In other areas have suffered to. The motivation behind everything has gone, the spark has be blown out and it has had me questioning if these things are really what I want to do.
The thing is , these days I know better, I know if I can get past this then I have got past a wall that has stopped me in my tracks and made me quit before. I am aware of it and I feel scared because I can easily let go at any moment, I am behind, it feels hard, I don't know if I can make it but it's not over yet.
I made a decision a while ago not to buy any more subliminals, so I have to make do with what I have got and obviously I have US/LM V3 already.
So tonight, is the night that I begin US/LM V3.
I desire to succeed in all areas of my life.
Someone disrespected me recently, and I had so much anger, the person was lucky I walked away. The next day I was calmer but felt so disrespected and felt someone really tested my boundaries and thinking about it made me pissed off and thought how best can I get this person back. Then soon realising that these negative emotions are not the best place to act from I started to think the only way to get someone back is to focus on myself and make my life better and succeed towards my goals. As at the end of the day, that is the only thing that I do have control over.
Anyway, I'll let you know how it goes.
Currently I am coming very close to quitting the English course I am doing, mainly because I have had no motivation to do the homework and because of this I have been falling behind and even missed a few classes.
I have a speaking presentation that needs to happen on the Tuesday coming. I am working Saturday and Sunday nights, so have limited time to prepare. It's so close. So in deadly waters. All this pressure, lack of motivation has me feeling like just letting go and not caring about it no more.
I am barely holding by my finger tips. Really to throw the towel in. I give up on life.
In other areas have suffered to. The motivation behind everything has gone, the spark has be blown out and it has had me questioning if these things are really what I want to do.
The thing is , these days I know better, I know if I can get past this then I have got past a wall that has stopped me in my tracks and made me quit before. I am aware of it and I feel scared because I can easily let go at any moment, I am behind, it feels hard, I don't know if I can make it but it's not over yet.
I made a decision a while ago not to buy any more subliminals, so I have to make do with what I have got and obviously I have US/LM V3 already.
So tonight, is the night that I begin US/LM V3.
I desire to succeed in all areas of my life.
Someone disrespected me recently, and I had so much anger, the person was lucky I walked away. The next day I was calmer but felt so disrespected and felt someone really tested my boundaries and thinking about it made me pissed off and thought how best can I get this person back. Then soon realising that these negative emotions are not the best place to act from I started to think the only way to get someone back is to focus on myself and make my life better and succeed towards my goals. As at the end of the day, that is the only thing that I do have control over.
Anyway, I'll let you know how it goes.