Findingme's UMS journal

[findingme]

A battle is going on in me, and I felt it this morning upon waking. That battle concerns me accepting myself or not. It's no one else's battle, and I'm finally seeing that. I've avoided this for many years, and I've tried to bury and avoid it this morning while up. Even while writing here, I realized I'm trying to distance myself, like I'm looking at myself in 3rd person.

I did listen more than normal both Friday and Saturday since I had no obligations the next days. I'm writing since I'm feeling flashes of freedom here and there. I'm desiring this change.