I agree. There's been no logic in my thinking on that, just old messages trying to maintain the status quo. I'm grateful E3 puts its hands right on the core fears and beliefs, or I'd not be where I am. I wrote and whined trying to air it, to put light on what was really motivating (or demotivating) me. And I did so since me hiding truths from myself is a long held survival tool. Though I whined, part of me was proud to be honest. It felt like a victory in the midst of it.
Setting up a ride to West Palm to cash in the ticket. Next Tuesday is open, but so is tomorrow, Thursday. As it approaches, I'm aware of numerous resistance tactics my mind is using. They're the same as the ones used to resist the subliminals. And I am aware. Thank you Shannon for building that resistance page, for knowledge is empowering here.
Setting up a ride to West Palm to cash in the ticket. Next Tuesday is open, but so is tomorrow, Thursday. As it approaches, I'm aware of numerous resistance tactics my mind is using. They're the same as the ones used to resist the subliminals. And I am aware. Thank you Shannon for building that resistance page, for knowledge is empowering here.
I want to be FREE!
