11-02-2019, 08:58 AM
(11-02-2019, 05:54 AM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote:(11-01-2019, 05:03 PM)findingme Wrote: Thank you for the acknowledgement EP.
I'm realizing growth is happening, and I've been looking for it. I'm just jabbering now, but I've shared this with nobody so far.
The very things I was moaning about a few posts up I realized were resistance tactics. Cool awareness. I realize I was trying to keep myself in a yucky victim-minded "stuck state". I didn't like it, and simultaneously did not put my hands on it to give it more power. I've been un-wanting this controlling reaction since it always leads to feeling more fear, which encourages victim thinking. UMS's grip on my mind (I'm actually being literal there) gives me some peace since it says UMS is working. And within a few days, fears just began losing power.
I'm grateful to be on a powerful sub handling my fears directly.
Yeah. At the very least, we can say the healing component of UMS works correctly.
It all works. The program is designed so that it attempts to execute a statement, and if resistance poips up, then the program shifts to removing the reason behind the resistance. It may seem at first like "nothing much is happening" because of this - you're using a program to generate wealth, and it doesn't seem to be doing much of anything in that direction. But what it's doing is pouring the foundation of the skyscraper. You need a deep, sturdy level foundation to keep that skyscraper stable and supported while it is being built, and while it is in use. You never get to building it if you're constantly stuck at "I can't clear the land to pour the foundation."
So the program does the logical thing: it makes the first part of the journey the preparation for achieving the program goals by removing the things that have prevented you from achieving it without help already.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!