Findingme's LTU5 Journal

[findingme]

No reason to think that it's your fault that your mother has issues that you can't solve. She can solve it, if she goes and gets help.

While thinking of my response, I realized I've thought it my responsibility for her to be free from her unhappiness. I'm seeing that she doesn't want to change though.

Maybe UD is working, as I'm doing loops now, and a feeling of grief surfaced while writing. I imagined me saying "it's her responsibility", but stifled the tears. Crying it out could be incredibly freeing.

But I'll just let it go tonight. This will come up again, for lessons only resurface until we actually learn them.

What might I need to learn here?