Findingme's LTU5 Journal

[findingme]

I realized I'd said I had contempt for my bosses. That's not really what I felt. I had contempt for myself for playing this "yes man" role. They're playing the same game to their bosses, but I am not responsible for them. I'm responsible for me, and my awareness that I was being an active yes-man wore on me.

For myself, this runs parallel to the me making adult males my "parents". My goal and desire with LTU is to grow through and out of this. E3 might have been hibernating, watching, or waiting, but I'm seeing a lot of relational challenges and changes now.