Findingme's LTU5 Journal

[findingme]

Yeah, I was trying to forego responsibility on this, make it ok by dismissing it, but it (fortunately) felt wrong the longer I resumed it. So I did it, and then I quickly wanted out. Avoiding responsibility for ME felt wrong.

This was a valuable experience. I don't like pain and discomfort. And me denying it didn't work. To me, that change is AWESOME!