03-08-2019, 04:51 AM
I bought LTU5 yesterday, and I'd planned it by taking 2 vacation days off work since I read of some exhaustion starting LTU. My equally important reason for taking time off is to prioritize and finalize my plans for money coming from a business deal. But tiredness and exhaustion-- I've not had anything show up yet.
I did choose to get up and take a walk before starting my day. Just got back. I noticed something beautiful while I was walking through my neighborhood. I work in the garbage industry presently, and I noticed mailbox numbers, a habit developed for work. I went into my work mentality for a moment......and felt a normal fear I've held, the fear of critical bosses which has made me feel less of myself, like less competent. But........the fear fell away in like 2 seconds. What? It was replaced with a feeling of freedom instantly. I like this! LTU is having some fantastic benefits.
I noticed some other changes too. When I first began walking, I felt like I was much more willing to be social. My norm is to walk feeling guarded, as I normally walk to just be in my head, away from everyone else. I felt a joy, a hope, and even some excitement for seeing others I know. This is entirely new.
One other thing (I just remembered this). I've felt guilt and shame when imagining quitting my job once I have other income streams in place. I noticed I did NOT feel that guilt this morning! This guilt has restrained me from imagining and visualizing possibilities for months now, literally. That makes LTU priceless to me.
I'm grateful I picked up LTU.
I did choose to get up and take a walk before starting my day. Just got back. I noticed something beautiful while I was walking through my neighborhood. I work in the garbage industry presently, and I noticed mailbox numbers, a habit developed for work. I went into my work mentality for a moment......and felt a normal fear I've held, the fear of critical bosses which has made me feel less of myself, like less competent. But........the fear fell away in like 2 seconds. What? It was replaced with a feeling of freedom instantly. I like this! LTU is having some fantastic benefits.
I noticed some other changes too. When I first began walking, I felt like I was much more willing to be social. My norm is to walk feeling guarded, as I normally walk to just be in my head, away from everyone else. I felt a joy, a hope, and even some excitement for seeing others I know. This is entirely new.
One other thing (I just remembered this). I've felt guilt and shame when imagining quitting my job once I have other income streams in place. I noticed I did NOT feel that guilt this morning! This guilt has restrained me from imagining and visualizing possibilities for months now, literally. That makes LTU priceless to me.
I'm grateful I picked up LTU.
I want to be FREE!