Findingme's LTU5 Journal

[findingme]

I can identify what I'm really seeking.  I'm seeking real responsibility for myself.  Call it self reliance, growing up, being a man, or whatever.  The fruit of waiting for anyone else to tell me the best decisions in life is degrading to my sense of self worth, and thus, my identity.  Leaves me feeling ....needy.  

Still running loops now.  That awareness came to me.  Not sure where it'll take me.......but it feels good following this training.