01-05-2017, 08:29 PM
Lots of headaches today. I love how v3b makes me feel, but these headaches have to go. I don't want to keep switching back and forth, plus v3a gives me a constant feeling of anxiety (I'm guessing this is the clearing), so it's good to be off it for a few days. BUT THE HEADACHES. F*ck.
Now that the headache has passed, I'm super exhausted. Like, I can barely keep my eyes open even though I have lots of work to do. I'm guessing all that resistance wore me the hell out. But, if it's brute forcing through some things, that'd be pretty awesome too.
Manifestations are still at a high. Getting tons of Tinder / OkCupid matches. The boxing coach's daughter is getting creepily clingy. Like, almost to the point that I kinda just want to bail. We got into a little argument last night, now she's texting me about why I'm "being so blunt." Because of your fucking constant shit testing, chick. Jeez, even a v3b infused individual gets tired of that crap.
In the past, I would've endure the shit testing. Now, I just kinda went savage and popped her back. Whatever.
Now that I think about it... I'm pretty sure I'm still resisting, rofl. I'm introverted, even on v3b. The non-healing versions usually make me want to be out in the world. Right now, I'm just focused on money, business and boxing.
Holla at cha boy.
Now that the headache has passed, I'm super exhausted. Like, I can barely keep my eyes open even though I have lots of work to do. I'm guessing all that resistance wore me the hell out. But, if it's brute forcing through some things, that'd be pretty awesome too.
Manifestations are still at a high. Getting tons of Tinder / OkCupid matches. The boxing coach's daughter is getting creepily clingy. Like, almost to the point that I kinda just want to bail. We got into a little argument last night, now she's texting me about why I'm "being so blunt." Because of your fucking constant shit testing, chick. Jeez, even a v3b infused individual gets tired of that crap.
In the past, I would've endure the shit testing. Now, I just kinda went savage and popped her back. Whatever.
Now that I think about it... I'm pretty sure I'm still resisting, rofl. I'm introverted, even on v3b. The non-healing versions usually make me want to be out in the world. Right now, I'm just focused on money, business and boxing.
Holla at cha boy.
