12-04-2016, 07:09 AM
Quick Update: Just ran to the store to grab a Red Bull, see if some caffeine would get me out of this funk. There was a group of eight church going women -- ranging from about 16 - 50 -- in there buying up snacks and stuff. WASP types. If you live in the south, you know what I'm talking about.
Anyway, when I walked in, they ALL started staring at me. Like, weird unbroken stares. A few began to giggle and mumble to each other. Then, it was like they realized what kind of trance they were in and how silly it looked and awkwardly went back to buying snacks. The older ones kept popping their eyes up at me. I got my Red Bull and bounced.
Seriously, it was unnerving. And with this resistance, attention is the last thing I want (ironically, since I'm running a damn sub to bring attention). It's literally sent me into introversion and I don't see myself leaving the house today.
Last night, my webserver was hacked. Gonna spend the day fixing that... and then... FINAL FANTASY XV ALL DAY EVERYDAY!!!
Anyway, when I walked in, they ALL started staring at me. Like, weird unbroken stares. A few began to giggle and mumble to each other. Then, it was like they realized what kind of trance they were in and how silly it looked and awkwardly went back to buying snacks. The older ones kept popping their eyes up at me. I got my Red Bull and bounced.
Seriously, it was unnerving. And with this resistance, attention is the last thing I want (ironically, since I'm running a damn sub to bring attention). It's literally sent me into introversion and I don't see myself leaving the house today.
Last night, my webserver was hacked. Gonna spend the day fixing that... and then... FINAL FANTASY XV ALL DAY EVERYDAY!!!
