12-03-2016, 10:39 PM
So...
Just got back from hanging out with my friend and "M," for those who remember. When I first got to their house, my friend wasn't there -- he was out grabbing some food for us to eat. I immediately rushed back to my car in an attempt to make sure nothing happened.
Well, for the the most part, nothing happened. v3 doesn't seem to be as "in your face" as v1 was, but that's not a bad thing. In fact, I probably shouldn't even say anything because I don't want to reinforce the "v1 was the best" myth. Yes, v1 was very blatant. Like a pheromone. I've only been on v3 for two days, and there's something very natural about it. Like, it's not that v3 isn't "in your face." It's just that... since women being attracted to you is now your reality, it doesn't come across as "in your face," if that makes any sense.
See, with v1, I was specifically looking for reactions from "M." This time around, I didn't even notice that I was getting reactions -- not because I've suddenly lost my ability to pick up on IOIs. It's just that... IOIs are part of my reality now. They're a non-event, there's nothing to note and say "omg! she smiled at me!" Because of that, and the fact that I'd really like to rebuild a relationship with my friend, I avoided flirting with her.
That being said, once I realized that the reality bending technology was working so well, I began to actively look for IOIs. That's when I noticed that she was giving me crotch shots ALL NIGHT LONG. Like, everywhere I walked, she would turn in my direction, legs splayed wide open. She was wearing jeans -- a good thing, because last time, it was when I caught a peek at her black thong that did me in.
There was also a moment where she began to put my friend down over and over. My friend... seemed to be picking up the aura or something, and it emboldened him. When she kept going at him, he finally told her to shut the fuck up. Literally. He just said: "Yo, fuck off and shut the fuck up."
I didn't say a word. Just made this face:
O_O
And went back to what I was doing. So yeah. Nothing there. But admittedly, I wasn't trying. I want that part of my life to be over. No more betraying friends. Never again.
Anyway, manifestations are kicking in. A few weeks ago, I messaged this pretty, leggy black chick with a rocking body on OkCupid. 22 years old. She never responded. Out of nowhere, she hits me up today. Says her name is Miranda and she'd love to meet up next week for drinks.
Ten minutes later, I shit you not, I get ANOTHER message from a 6/10 -- well, face wise. Her body is delicious. She messages me, says: "Hey, let's skip all the online chat crap. Wanna go out? Name's Erika."
We have a tentative date set for Thursday. Gonna wait until the day my kid is with her mother so I can spend all night out if necessary.
As for resistance, I've suddenly hit a bit of body dysmorphia. Hating my body. On the flipside, I've also developed an intense desire to hit the boxing gym with a renewed vigor. I'm also finding myself dwelling on power and riches again.
DMSI is an interesting sub. Despite the fact that it's meant to attract sex, it seems to have an all around improvement effect on your entire life.
Day 2, signing out.
Just got back from hanging out with my friend and "M," for those who remember. When I first got to their house, my friend wasn't there -- he was out grabbing some food for us to eat. I immediately rushed back to my car in an attempt to make sure nothing happened.
Well, for the the most part, nothing happened. v3 doesn't seem to be as "in your face" as v1 was, but that's not a bad thing. In fact, I probably shouldn't even say anything because I don't want to reinforce the "v1 was the best" myth. Yes, v1 was very blatant. Like a pheromone. I've only been on v3 for two days, and there's something very natural about it. Like, it's not that v3 isn't "in your face." It's just that... since women being attracted to you is now your reality, it doesn't come across as "in your face," if that makes any sense.
See, with v1, I was specifically looking for reactions from "M." This time around, I didn't even notice that I was getting reactions -- not because I've suddenly lost my ability to pick up on IOIs. It's just that... IOIs are part of my reality now. They're a non-event, there's nothing to note and say "omg! she smiled at me!" Because of that, and the fact that I'd really like to rebuild a relationship with my friend, I avoided flirting with her.
That being said, once I realized that the reality bending technology was working so well, I began to actively look for IOIs. That's when I noticed that she was giving me crotch shots ALL NIGHT LONG. Like, everywhere I walked, she would turn in my direction, legs splayed wide open. She was wearing jeans -- a good thing, because last time, it was when I caught a peek at her black thong that did me in.
There was also a moment where she began to put my friend down over and over. My friend... seemed to be picking up the aura or something, and it emboldened him. When she kept going at him, he finally told her to shut the fuck up. Literally. He just said: "Yo, fuck off and shut the fuck up."
I didn't say a word. Just made this face:
O_O
And went back to what I was doing. So yeah. Nothing there. But admittedly, I wasn't trying. I want that part of my life to be over. No more betraying friends. Never again.
Anyway, manifestations are kicking in. A few weeks ago, I messaged this pretty, leggy black chick with a rocking body on OkCupid. 22 years old. She never responded. Out of nowhere, she hits me up today. Says her name is Miranda and she'd love to meet up next week for drinks.
Ten minutes later, I shit you not, I get ANOTHER message from a 6/10 -- well, face wise. Her body is delicious. She messages me, says: "Hey, let's skip all the online chat crap. Wanna go out? Name's Erika."
We have a tentative date set for Thursday. Gonna wait until the day my kid is with her mother so I can spend all night out if necessary.
As for resistance, I've suddenly hit a bit of body dysmorphia. Hating my body. On the flipside, I've also developed an intense desire to hit the boxing gym with a renewed vigor. I'm also finding myself dwelling on power and riches again.
DMSI is an interesting sub. Despite the fact that it's meant to attract sex, it seems to have an all around improvement effect on your entire life.
Day 2, signing out.
