Yesterday after my intensity the night before, I felt this sense of ease like something was different. I noticed that something felt different when I was making eye contact with girls, like part of my own bs wasn't there and I was looking at them differently and got a different response.
Anyway, I ran the toastmasters meeting last night and I was the most naturally comfortable i've ever been there. It wasn't like some kind of pumped up confidence, but just comfort and ease. A few of them commented on it at the end.
Something really felt different several times during the day.
But then in bed last night, my sabotage come up strongly.. and found a way to discharge it. It seems since the usual way it tries to sabotage has weakened my mind found a way to bring up the thought of when I used to do EFT in my mind and then tapping some stuff to sabotage it. I kept trying to get it out of my mind but I wasn't able to.
Mainly feeling tired today as I had too much of a late night. But I did notice after that happened, as when it does other times that I was looking at things I did when the subliminal was kicking in well, say things with less fear and such and feeling awkward about them all of a sudden like it suddenly felt weird when I did that.
Tonight back on listening after 5 nights off. It felt needed, i'm not hugely enthused to listen tonight due to my tiredness but i'd just say that's a bit of resistance to more input with whatever might be coming up at the moment.
Anyway, I ran the toastmasters meeting last night and I was the most naturally comfortable i've ever been there. It wasn't like some kind of pumped up confidence, but just comfort and ease. A few of them commented on it at the end.
Something really felt different several times during the day.
But then in bed last night, my sabotage come up strongly.. and found a way to discharge it. It seems since the usual way it tries to sabotage has weakened my mind found a way to bring up the thought of when I used to do EFT in my mind and then tapping some stuff to sabotage it. I kept trying to get it out of my mind but I wasn't able to.
Mainly feeling tired today as I had too much of a late night. But I did notice after that happened, as when it does other times that I was looking at things I did when the subliminal was kicking in well, say things with less fear and such and feeling awkward about them all of a sudden like it suddenly felt weird when I did that.
Tonight back on listening after 5 nights off. It felt needed, i'm not hugely enthused to listen tonight due to my tiredness but i'd just say that's a bit of resistance to more input with whatever might be coming up at the moment.
