Emotional Pain Relief & Healing Aid 5G Journal

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Getting my hands on this free subliminal. I've been an on and off user of subliminal shop audio for more than 5 years now but mostly free subliminals and the old Alpha Male v4 and v5 (I guess). Though I have used them properly I think for the suggested months I never properly documented my experiences with them. I can say they did work but I have no notes of what really happened.

Anyhow I want to get into subliminals again because I think I am in the part of my life that I badly need of help. My ex girlfriend cheated on me. It was a long term relationship with my girlfriend and I saw her while using another account being with another guy. I had plans back then on getting serious, settling down and what not so it's a big blow to me. I tried recovering from it last year by doing some stuff but still emotionally and physically I am going in a downward spiral. I am an entrepreneur and as of late my business is not doing as well. The virus is hitting my business hard and slowly I have no choice but to accept it and also try new ideas on how to earn money. I would have wanted the newer 5.5g version of this sub but I am financially not that capable as of this moment so I guess this will have to do.

I wanted to give this sub a try because of the following reasons:

• Emotional pain relief - I'm getting sick more and more recently and I can say most of them are triggered by my subconscious.
  
  
• Emotional healing - As much as I say it, I think I am still damaged by people ruining my trust towards them 
  
  
• Guilt/shame/fear release - there are times within the day that I blame myself for my failures and turn into negativity. I know they are all stemming from fear.
  
  
• Mental/emotional maturity improvement - I want to become well adjusted especially for my age. Anxiety and depression still visits me from time to time
  
  
• Self forgiveness - This is not a straight road for me. I forgive myself then when something bad happens again, I get to say harsh words towards myself.
  
  
• Forgiveness of others - Same as above. I know it's better for me to forgive others who have wronged me. But when I am in a tough situation and remember them I feel like getting revenge and feeling I haven't moved on from what they have done. For instance I wished my ex girlfriend and her bf now all the best but when I am feeling down I want them to get negative karma to what they have done towards me.
  
  
• Letting go of the past - Pretty much same as above. Also the thing is, I have had success in the past during my late 20's. I have a great body, amazing social circle and friends but I have lost most of them. I don't anymore communicate with most of my friends and even when I try to reach out, they seem distant already. With my body I hope I can get back to working out frequently. Bad sleep habits and getting ill always turned me into looking like a cancer patient. I want to eat more but it's hard to when you don't have that much appetite. Eating healthy won't help much since they lack calories for me to gain weight.
  
  
• Self Validation - in a way there's some good things in my life like I have a new girlfriend. We've been together for only a couple of months but sometimes I doubt whether she's for real so in turn I end up ignoring her or worse pushing her away. Probably because I still have trust issues due to what happened to me. In turn I realize it's more of what I think of myself. I want to become confident again and don't get much issues on what others think of me.
  
  
• Self Love - sometimes it's hard to look at myself in the mirror. Lost all my muscle gains, got scars in my face due to an skin disease. I want to love myself again but this time without any reservations. To accept myself as it is and doesn't matter how I look like. I also need help in changing my natural state of mind. I've know about the Secret and techniques like meditation, visualizations, being grateful etc. but I haven't seem to go on a streak to do them. My natural state is usually still negative. Even though I dream of living a great life, I seem to take solace and imagine that in the future I won't get to have financial freedom, if I have my own family, something bad will happen to one of them. I feel like my life is a drama movie worthy of an Oscar and full of depressing dialogue.
  
  

I'm currently a week in, Day 7 with the sub. Listening for 9 hours straight each night. One thing I notice is it gets even harder to fall asleep. Sometimes I fell asleep 7am or worse not sleep at all. I have multiple dreams and one noteworthy is I get to dream about a popular classmate back in high school. He's kind of a bully as well but during the dream he went on to share his experience as to how his life got worse and how he came back to overcome it. Kind of inspiring in a way. In the dream I'm also with the wife of a very close friend. I've no idea why she is there to accompany me.

I'm all for this sub but if you have other suggestions of a sub I should have gotten feel free to suggest. I want to try the Overcome Pornography Addiction 4g. It is getting worse over time for me. I'm watching porn for three to four times a week now. Five years ago it's only once or twice a week. Also now I'm mostly watching non conventional porn like transsexual porn. I've been watching Internet porn for 11 years now. My longest streak of no porn was 90 days but it only happened one time and after that I binged watch multiple times. I'm losing hope already.

Hi, I can identify with a lot of your issues and history. I also started with the free version of EPRHA a few years ago but I succumbed to resistance really fast, unfortunately, and dropped it. 

My advice- do not stop and do not switch subs. It’s a common resistance technique. EPRHA covers much more ground than Overcome Pornography Addiction and it’s a newer generation which means better results. If I were in your shoes I would stick with EPRHA for six months to a year at least. And I am in your shoes   that’s exactly what I committed to, based on Shannon’s advice.

If and when you can afford it, upgrade to EPRHA v4 which will be published in a few weeks. It will be many times more powerful than what you are using, it’s an investment of 100 bucks but wasting years of your life to regret and depression is the worst possible thing you can to yourself. I am speaking from experience, sadly. If I could go back I would do whatever it takes to get the most powerful version of EPRHA a.s.a.p., I would eat rice and beans for a month if I had to.

Good luck with your journey. If you want to share experiences or feel like a friendly chat, feel free to message me.