06-05-2018, 02:29 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-05-2018, 02:30 AM by AsIGotHitByACar.)
A strange dream last night, where I found myself having to not only attend classes but also live with my ex-girlfriend from five years ago, who I never actually lived with or got to meet her family, but in the dream I was bizarrely living with them all. In reality she bullied me out of the relationship and it was very upsetting, as you would imagine. In the dream she never spoke to me, but her parents treated me well and I could sense she seemed embarrassed about how she had behaved towards me in the past.
Now this is not far away from the sort of dream I might have even if I wasn't using a sub, but it's worth noting down anyway. Another former friend also showed up later, when the dream had moved onto matters unrelated. Again, I semi-often have people show up in my dreams from my past who I am estranged from - extra proof, as if I needed it, that they have not left my mind at all. I can't be certain if is this was caused by EPRHA or if it would have just happened anyway.
Now this is not far away from the sort of dream I might have even if I wasn't using a sub, but it's worth noting down anyway. Another former friend also showed up later, when the dream had moved onto matters unrelated. Again, I semi-often have people show up in my dreams from my past who I am estranged from - extra proof, as if I needed it, that they have not left my mind at all. I can't be certain if is this was caused by EPRHA or if it would have just happened anyway.