02-17-2017, 08:49 PM
(02-17-2017, 09:10 AM)Zane Wrote:(02-17-2017, 07:40 AM)destinedtochange Wrote: So here I am now at work and can't speak to anyone....I am frozen, I want to talk and join in on a conversation but am frozen, .....that fear oh God that fear; irrational fears......also hate not being acknowledged....even with a girl that jokes with me I am afraid of joining the party of conversation....hope EPHRA will pull through with this....I only listened to about 7 hours I think last night...
My main problem is speaking up fearing rejection of thoughts not being acknowledged I think....
I have never used EPRAH but I think it's targeting your fears and its is being released caused u buried them in someform...I am listening to "Overcome fears" and I see my fears coming in front of me and then I realise that,This is My fear being released in some way.. Somedays you will feel guilt, sometimes shame, sometimes fear.. . This means that sub is working and digging out and it's only a matter of time before u will be free. .. Sometimes you are also gonna be angry for no reason cause anger is a good way to hide one's fear, guilt and shame.. but as soon as your anger is gone u will know why you were angry because the true feelings will emerge when ur anger is gone..... You will learn alot with Subs on this website... You will learn stuff about yourself which you haven't learnt in past 10 or 20 years.. I promise you that for sure.
zane's words of wisdom....Thanks for that feedback zane; but I feel sometimes EPHRA is not doing anything.....i am like demanding it to change me already i am listening to it dedicatedly daily....impatiently waiting for results....
