03-08-2025, 08:18 AM
Acknowledge my mistake now.
After picking a wrong choice over and over again to cost me my future, i see something wrong with my servo mechanism. I began ehpra v5 again for almost a month.
My pills from psychiatrist has run out, it was my mistake not taking responsibility to pick my pills on hospital (no reason to blaming situation, just my carelessness). And then ehpra doing clever job to trigerring my worst anxiety. I consider it part of the clearing and healing.
For that moment, i always curse and blaming my self with my untreatment condition (anxiety, deppression, and poor. Lol).
It's not easy without taking a pill when doing ehpra, but quit it's not an option now. Im pushing while doing pray to give me hope and motivation to stay alive.
After picking a wrong choice over and over again to cost me my future, i see something wrong with my servo mechanism. I began ehpra v5 again for almost a month.
My pills from psychiatrist has run out, it was my mistake not taking responsibility to pick my pills on hospital (no reason to blaming situation, just my carelessness). And then ehpra doing clever job to trigerring my worst anxiety. I consider it part of the clearing and healing.
For that moment, i always curse and blaming my self with my untreatment condition (anxiety, deppression, and poor. Lol).
It's not easy without taking a pill when doing ehpra, but quit it's not an option now. Im pushing while doing pray to give me hope and motivation to stay alive.
