10-12-2016, 09:50 AM
Weird dream. I don't usually post about them unless I feel like they are linked to the sub. Anyway I found myself in some building and then it feels like I sink under. But not physically. Mentally, it's like I descend into the depth of my mind. Then darkness starts engulfing me, it feels like I'm suffocating and I'm going to die. I claw my way to the top and break free and I wake up inside my body again but I've destroyed everything in sight. People are looking at me like I'm insane. It's like I lost control and all my anger and rage was unleashed.
I don't know what that dream represents, but today I've realized I need to let go. Let myself feel whatever I feel. Needing to scream, cry, get angry, all the aspects I keep under control in the attempt to preserve a more socially acceptable representation of myself. There's an image I've constructed of myself over the years that in no way represents what's going on underneath the exterior.
I don't know what that dream represents, but today I've realized I need to let go. Let myself feel whatever I feel. Needing to scream, cry, get angry, all the aspects I keep under control in the attempt to preserve a more socially acceptable representation of myself. There's an image I've constructed of myself over the years that in no way represents what's going on underneath the exterior.
