04-01-2016, 07:16 AM
Very interesting. That's sort of what I suspected with the OE. But 3.0 sounds incredible.
As far as a goal goes, I feel like my only goal ever since I was aware enough of it was to attain freedom. I don't know how to describe it but I always had this gut level intuition that I needed to grow more and not accept the limitations others have. I've been trying to figure out consciously how to attain that, but I recently realized a lot of this stuff is just going on at a completely different level that most people would laugh at or call me crazy.
I keep having these moments while listening to the subliminal where it feels like there's this intensity that builds up in my body and I know it's healing taking place. But I still struggle to allow that healing to happen and my conscious mind tries to take control of the situation. Like I'm afraid of being consumed by the emotions and feelings that are popping up. It's like a back and forth thing. I'll let go for a while and then once something really intense pops up I'll try to take back control to feel safe again. I'm not sure if this a protective mechanism to prevent me from taking on too much at once or if it's just a fear of the unknown.
As far as a goal goes, I feel like my only goal ever since I was aware enough of it was to attain freedom. I don't know how to describe it but I always had this gut level intuition that I needed to grow more and not accept the limitations others have. I've been trying to figure out consciously how to attain that, but I recently realized a lot of this stuff is just going on at a completely different level that most people would laugh at or call me crazy.
I keep having these moments while listening to the subliminal where it feels like there's this intensity that builds up in my body and I know it's healing taking place. But I still struggle to allow that healing to happen and my conscious mind tries to take control of the situation. Like I'm afraid of being consumed by the emotions and feelings that are popping up. It's like a back and forth thing. I'll let go for a while and then once something really intense pops up I'll try to take back control to feel safe again. I'm not sure if this a protective mechanism to prevent me from taking on too much at once or if it's just a fear of the unknown.
