EHPRA 2.0

[AlphaScorpio]

You can accept the instructions and execute them - as the program is encouraging you to do - or you can resist. Either way, it is your choice. I cannot force you to act, accept the sub script, do things. If I could, I'd be the most powerful man in the world. And the richest!

What I can do is present a set of instructions to your subconscious in a way that makes it as easy and desirable as possible to execute it, and then make those instructions effective steps to achieving the change. How much you get in your own way, well, that's another matter entirely.

Shannon, perhaps you know of some ways in which people who have trouble "getting in their own way" as you put it can sit back and allow the sub to do its work? Or Is it simply too challenging for these types of people to get results because they cant stop getting in their own way so to speak.

Always curious to learn more

Cheers,Dan

[AlphaScorpio]

Wow, well I thought I'd just come back to sub talk and re-read all my previous posts and holy crap I think I have come a long way from what I used to be like... all that crazy neediness and beta talk, taking shit from people and being confused I'm thinking to myself right now - "Was that REALLY me!?"

So thought I'd post an update on what's going on at the moment.

Well, while I'm not super alpha pulling hot chicks out of a hat with magic seduction abilities and dominating the whole of man kind with my ultimate boss aura I can absolutely say that I have come a long way from when I first started in 2012.

Some changes in attitude and lifestyle that I have incorporated into my life;

-Going to the gym 5 times a week
-Seeing a personal mentor/counselor 1-2 times a week (great guy)
-Facing issues to do with responsibility
-Not taking shit from people
-Cut tons of bad relationships out of my life
-Taking much more care of my appearance
-Looking at my handsome self in the mirror in admiration
-Stopping bottling out of things such as interviews or job meetings etc.
-Playing more sport
-Getting tons of looks from chicks at the gym

Now to be honest I don't know how much this is all down to subliminals that I have used in the past (AM6, ASC, Emotional healing) but I will say I haven't been using subs for about 6 months until just this week but perhaps some of the changes have been from talking to my mentor and processing shit in my mind which has allowed some of the previous programming to slot into place? I don't know but I thought I'd just update you guys to say I'm doing ok and it's great to read some of my old posts I can't quite believe how I used to be!

much more positive !

Cheers, Alphascorpio

[LiquidMind]

Your situation sounds eerily similar to mine

I too live in the UK. I always felt weak socially and was walked on by people etc. I decided against university. I had years where I was sat on my ass watching the world go by...trust me there's only so much you can take from doing nothing. If that sounds ironic you're not wrong.

Because once I used the subliminal programs from Shannon, I noticed that my mindset has changed. I've thrown a lot of my old self away without realising until reflection. AM6 was huge in this regard..

However the sub that's changed me in terms of wanting to progress my life and not just getting pussy ironically has been SM3. I've made goals, plans and took action already towards them. I also feel more self confident and no longer draw my will from the things outside of me. I draw them from within. Sure sex would be nice but its not needed to succeed. Setting up your life is way more important. Showing the world what you're made of is way more exhillerating!

I recommend SM3 for that reason. Whatever your goals are, they're sure to get a jet boost from using this. I believe the internal material of the sub is really good for self esteem and wanting to live a good life not just for the bedroom.

Just my perspective. Choice is always and will be yours. I hope whatever you choose you find a way out like I did. Props to you as a fellow Brit.

Peace

LM

[AlphaScorpio]

Setting up your life is way more important. Showing the world what you're made of is way more exhillerating!

LM

So much this...thanks for your post mate sounds like you've come a long way and it's encouraging for people like me to hear these things, I'm actually thinking real seriously about running SM3 but I might do AM6 refresher for a couple of months and take it from there.

Cheers

[AlphaScorpio]

Just started with OGSF 5g last night so I'll be updating this journal in the coming days.
I plan on running OGSF for 3 months and then deciding on whether to do an AM6 rerun or perhaps I will do another 3 months with OGSF 5g.

here goes!

[AlphaScorpio]

Day 5 of OGSF 5g, nothing much to report yet having spent most of my week at home recovering from a knee injury from football which is pretty crap but I've been doing plently of listening to the sub about 6 hours during the day with masked and then 8-10 hours at night, I definitely been feeling more tired and had one or two strange dreams.

I had one dream where I met this indian girl and chose her to become my wife/GF so we go on a date in the town, next thing I know there are like 3 fat girls that come to sit next to us and they all start bitching about how the relationship wont work bla bla and I told them I'd help them loose weight (sensing this was part of their unhappiness) by taking them to the gym and doing cardio , they stopped bothering us after that, perhaps this was me facing my subconscious' Guilt/shame/fear? who knows.

One interesting part was I went to speak with the indian girl's father and I directly asked him if he thought that his daughter was on the right path (wtf?) then I also said to him that I thought I was going to lead her down the wrong path and I didn't want to do that... very weird.

Will post if I notice more

[AlphaScorpio]

- Day 16 -

It's hard to update this journal as I have felt changes but then they slot into my life so naturally that I forget exactly what they were !

Some things I have noticed;

- Increase in taking responsibility for my actions and behavior
- Increase in assertiveness
- horrible dream about a werewolf that startled me in the night
- becoming more aware of behaviors that make me feel guilt/shame/fear
- there is still resistance but the way this sub and I deal with that resistance is much improved than on AM6 and other subs it feels more subdued and doesn't last as long.
-notable increase in honesty with other people and myself.

So now for some interesting scenarios, I spoke to my mentor on Friday last week and we got into some deep stuff, mainly about my relationship with my parents and mother in particular, he asked me a question about what I thought the problem was and I gave my answer to where he was stunned and said "you have an exceptional intuitive ability to analyse an emotional problem and nail it on the head" this obviously gave me some encouragement but I wondered if perhaps OGSF 5g created more space for my mind to think more clearly, deeply and intuitively without the GSF blocking me? This program + my mentor doing some work is going to be a powerful combo in the upcoming months.

I am enjoying this sub so far will keep you posted

[AlphaScorpio]

-Day 21-

So last night I was followed on twitter by this girl that I used to know, she'd been stalking me for years and about 2 years ago I went over to her's to have sex, we didnt do it (ED, I smoked alot and watched too much porn) but I went down on her and did some other stuff but she got all funny about it a few days after claiming that I had raped her, so I cut her out completely after that. Anyway she just followed me and I also found out from my sister that this girl has tried to use her friend to contact my sister asking her for my mobile number so me and her can have a "chat". I'm staying clear from this girl from now on, that's how I best know how to deal with weird shit like this.

I have noticed my earbuds are falling out more often when I am sleeping and I also forgot to press repeat on my Ipod the other night, I usually see these as signs of resistance, my subconscious way of stopping the input of instructions from the subliminals, so I'm increasing my daytime exposure to make up for it. I am also thinking about investing in some good quality stereo speakings and doing the ultrasonic @ night and masked @ day route.

Taking responsibility has been a major focus on this sub for some reason, even though there doesn't seem to be any particular focus on it, perhaps it is an indirect effect of neutralizing some fear or shame?

Press on

[Sickologist]

"you have an exceptional intuitive ability to analyse an emotional problem and nail it on the head"

^^
That's interesting because that's how people usually describe me and I leave people flabbergasted by my observations. The question is, how will you use it?

I take it you're a scorpio, so am I, also a scorpio rising. There's definitely something in it. I used to be reserved and untrusting, but when I decided to not give a shit anymore about what people thought of me and my expressions, I felt completely free.

Most people will not get you, they will not understand your thought processes, but know that you have this rare gift. If you express it freely, you'll understand just how powerful and magnetic your personality really is, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Never should you try to "fit in".

The goal is to be comfortable with what most people are uncomfortable with, you know why this girl is stalking you and why should you hold back from confronting her about it? You know on the inside how to handle you parents, why aren't you doing it?

I get you, not easy to be a freak of human nature, but nonetheless, this disgusting world need us. Escapism doesn't change jack shit.

[RTBoss]

I'm a Scorpio moon, and Scorpio just runs my internal life and world. I have to be extremely vigilant or emotional darkness takes over. Mindful optimism, gratitude, and positivity are essential to good emotional health. Totally get the gift. I feel like a can see straight through everyone to the core of their soul. I can see what they can't.

[AlphaScorpio]

"you have an exceptional intuitive ability to analyse an emotional problem and nail it on the head"

^^
That's interesting because that's how people usually describe me and I leave people flabbergasted by my observations. The question is, how will you use it?

I take it you're a scorpio, so am I, also a scorpio rising. There's definitely something in it. I used to be reserved and untrusting, but when I decided to not give a shit anymore about what people thought of me and my expressions, I felt completely free.

Most people will not get you, they will not understand your thought processes, but know that you have this rare gift. If you express it freely, you'll understand just how powerful and magnetic your personality really is, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Never should you try to "fit in".

The goal is to be comfortable with what most people are uncomfortable with, you know why this girl is stalking you and why should you hold back from confronting her about it? You know on the inside how to handle you parents, why aren't you doing it?

I get you, not easy to be a freak of human nature, but nonetheless, this disgusting world need us. Escapism doesn't change jack shit.

Yeah, you've got it. Ultimately this is all stuff I'm starting to realize now after some difficult years of not understand what the fuck is going on.

I'm talking to this girl right now, she's on her friend's twitter so I said I'm not talking about shit unless you log onto your own account and message me there.

What I'm noticing with my parents is that they are just as insecure and screwed up in their own way as everyone else and I'm starting to separate myself from their issues/behaviors growing into more of my own person.

[AlphaScorpio]

I'm a Scorpio moon, and Scorpio just runs my internal life and world. I have to be extremely vigilant or emotional darkness takes over. Mindful optimism, gratitude, and positivity are essential to good emotional health. Totally get the gift. I feel like a can see straight through everyone to the core of their soul. I can see what they can't.

The main trait for me personally with being a scorpio is just looking at people seems to intimidate and unsettle the shit out of them (unless they are pretty self actualized) now this is good if there's some bullies or dick heads who want to rob you but it sucks when other normal people get scared when you just want to be friendly etc. :/ ever feel like you're just misread?

keep your chin up stay positive is key to counter balance this I find

[RTBoss]

I'm a Scorpio moon, and Scorpio just runs my internal life and world. I have to be extremely vigilant or emotional darkness takes over. Mindful optimism, gratitude, and positivity are essential to good emotional health. Totally get the gift. I feel like a can see straight through everyone to the core of their soul. I can see what they can't.

The main trait for me personally with being a scorpio is just looking at people seems to intimidate and unsettle the shit out of them (unless they are pretty self actualized) now this is good if there's some bullies or dick heads who want to rob you but it sucks when other normal people get scared when you just want to be friendly etc. :/ ever feel like you're just misread?

keep your chin up stay positive is key to counter balance this I find

Well you're Scorpio rising to boot, so that's the face you show to the world. I can see where people would get the intimidation. If I were to run across you in RL, I'd get you immediately. I love Scorpios. I don't experience what you do, as my Scorpio nature is hidden behind Virgo rising... So I come across as steadfast, loyal, calm, and professional. Then I'm Aquarius Sun, so it's just a crazy mixture. Usually people thnk my ideas are either profound or in outer space, lol.

[dissonance]

"you have an exceptional intuitive ability to analyse an emotional problem and nail it on the head"

^^
That's interesting because that's how people usually describe me and I leave people flabbergasted by my observations. The question is, how will you use it?

I take it you're a scorpio, so am I, also a scorpio rising. There's definitely something in it. I used to be reserved and untrusting, but when I decided to not give a shit anymore about what people thought of me and my expressions, I felt completely free.

Most people will not get you, they will not understand your thought processes, but know that you have this rare gift. If you express it freely, you'll understand just how powerful and magnetic your personality really is, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Never should you try to "fit in".

The goal is to be comfortable with what most people are uncomfortable with, you know why this girl is stalking you and why should you hold back from confronting her about it? You know on the inside how to handle you parents, why aren't you doing it?

I get you, not easy to be a freak of human nature, but nonetheless, this disgusting world need us. Escapism doesn't change jack shit.

My birthday is in early Nov. I know I'm Scorpio, but what about all that other stuff you mentioned... like rising, and sun (RTBoss mentioned that).