10-26-2015, 10:43 AM
I'm on day number 10 now. So far so good.. First days were a mess I was angry and pissed off around day 6 things started to get better. I became calm and I cannot tell how many things changed in the mean time. First off I am horny as fuck. I have these porn dreams where I am fucking really hot chicks and I actually feel it like its for real. I wake up with rock hard erections and even my cock feels more erect than ever. Of course I want to jerk off in the morning but the last few days porn makes me bored and I turn it off pretty quickly. That never happened before! Second, I am not needy with women anymore and I had 2 of my ex girls write to me in these 10 days to go for a drink and I met with hot blondie that I knew for a while and it was by far best date I had in a few years, considering how I acted. Funny thing is I don't feel like this is anything special. I have absolutely no feelings about these girls and all that changed in 10 days. I would always feel lucky if these kinds of things happened before. But now I dont even feel like going to that drink with them. We ll see. I dont know if these kinds of results are possible in such a short time. I also for the first time felt the need to become a leader of my group in college. Its weird because I would always run away from anything like that. Also my best friend and a girl I was in love with for the last half a year which was friendzoning me was cutoff from my life. I felt such a strong will to tell her what I think about her realtionship with me. We even had sex last year for sometime. Then she started with we should be friends BS, found a boyfriend. After 5 months ended the reltionship and we started hanging out again. Of course I let here come right back in to my life like a real Beta would do. Last week she said she is considering relationship with me. And guess what... She only sees me as a friend and cant hang out with me anymore. But this program changed me.. And I started to feel angry and I let her know what I thought about her. I didnt pick any words I was on point with everything I said. She didnt expect it and is now trying to get me back as her boyfriend, which she never said before. I know it seems hard to believe that so much can change in 10 days. I am so sharp with my words now that people know I stand no BS. Looking forward for more progress, but so far I am more than pleased with results.
