11-23-2015, 08:55 PM
One more thing I think is very important to mention is that I just realized my ego is much more healthier now. I think about her allot when I'm at work cuz my job is boring most of the time. I noticed today all I was thinking was about how amazing it's going to be to see her & kept imagining myself making moves on her & all these other really positive outcomes i was visualizing in my mind.
So my thoughts have become much more positive in terms of how I perceive things are going to play out with her but also I've placed less important on her at the same time & think more highly of myself. Even just a few days of listening and my insecurity's regarding women have decreased again dramatically. These insecurity's are very small because I still know i'm great with women but I no longer have even the slightest doubt.
There are a few other examples but it's hard to explain it unless you are in my shoes but I can tell you for sure I am putting myself up on the pedestal more then her now instead of vice versa.
I'm also walking around the house smiling & happy & being joyful. During AM Refresher I would be annoyed/frustrated to even go upstairs because I don't usually like being around my parents. The playfulness in Woman Magnet makes me allot more joyful in general less serious & uptight.
So my thoughts have become much more positive in terms of how I perceive things are going to play out with her but also I've placed less important on her at the same time & think more highly of myself. Even just a few days of listening and my insecurity's regarding women have decreased again dramatically. These insecurity's are very small because I still know i'm great with women but I no longer have even the slightest doubt.
There are a few other examples but it's hard to explain it unless you are in my shoes but I can tell you for sure I am putting myself up on the pedestal more then her now instead of vice versa.
I'm also walking around the house smiling & happy & being joyful. During AM Refresher I would be annoyed/frustrated to even go upstairs because I don't usually like being around my parents. The playfulness in Woman Magnet makes me allot more joyful in general less serious & uptight.